scrub phil my brain 030522 ... User24 sounds like a song ~scrub my brain~ ~make it clean again~ lalala or something.. 030522 ... endless desire scrub scrub scrub those dirty tiles in the yellow bathtub in the purple bathroom in the yellow house with many children and the fading girl whos just fading and fading and fading maybe she is being scrubbed out too alone she sits crying maybe or always inside if shell let herself but it doesnt matter shes just fading listening to soft, sad music in her yellow bathtub that she scrubbed because she does as she is told in her yellow bathtub in the purple bathroom that is never hers but 3 other boys dirty slopping boys who use the yellow bathtub it is theirs too. all she wants is her own yellow bathtub in her own purple bathroom in her own yellow house with the yellow roses and white shutters and she shudders pulling down the shutters that are never white anymore but spotted with dirt fickled like the life she lives in her yellow bathtub in the purple bathroom in her yellow house. that isnt hers at all in her little world deep inside of you fading always inside of you but sometimes im scared you dont feel me anymore sometimes she is scared too. did you know that? did you? she is scared too, even when she shouldnt be. dont let her be scared stop the fading she will stop everything else. because she can do anything in her yellow bathtub that she scrubbed. because she does as she is told. 030527 ... clara peller i don't want no scrub 030527 ... jenny enny dots I wish mine were purple. I hate to scrub. Cleanliness is way below godliness. 040117 what's it to you? who go blather from