bleeding vicious I never meant to hurt you 000109 ... who me? sure you did. You all do. 000114 ... Tiffa The drops that fall from the wound. Its clear. Its salty, my blood all because of the infliction from you. Take your sword, your dagger, your words, take them from this wound. Send me a kiss to tell me Its better. A kiss, a touch, a soft word, to heal me and make it better. Try to stop the bleeding. 000521 ... MollyGoLightly The NFS prof said women are more likely than men to have iron deficiency. Is this why, for the past 3 days, I fall asleep every time I stop moving? 000521 ... the anti-bird i've ripped myself open and all the altruism is bleeding out of me, washing away the pretense of cleanliness. And when it is gone, i will give free reign to what i have fought so hard to put away and fought so long to keep below the surface 000521 ... kim my heart is bleeding 000717 ... Zoe isn't everyones'? 000718 ... cazzi i'm bleeding on the inside and i'm bleeding on the outside 001228 ... daxle it's alright ma I'm only bleeding 001229 ... Morelen I bleed for what we never had 010213 ... raechel my arms...my wrists...they are bleeding...were bleeding...sent me to a hospital....crying... 010213 ... KKF The proof that one is alive ?. 010301 ... katie norman rockwell is bleeding 010414 ... marjorie i did my junior english little project thing on self mutilation. i wrote a 10 page paper on it. i gave the required 15 min. speech. i showed the visual aids i never mentioned how hard it is to see knife without imagining the bleeding that could soon follow. i never mentioned how beautiful... i never mentioned how unrequited that love is... it didn't seem necessary. 010529 ... marissa bleeding stars from my wrists? from my wounds? dancing on dust, to the clouds, or to the moon? 010603 ... nicc ...is my God. My only faith. 011008 ... mourningstars through our bleeding we are one 011008 ... unhinged i've been leaving so many small drops lately that even he noticed 011009 ... caveman The stinging touch of the cold steel blade never held much promise until I was all alone Night broke to dawn, the will to carry on slowly faded to black. Like a thief hiding in the shadows I felt another gentile kiss of the cold steel blade At first it seemed like a game, knowing the stakes were the same, deeper into the pit of despair I fall Today the stakes have been raised, after many nights of deliberation, a date has been set and on that Hallowed Eve the final act will be played out. To all my friends I am sorry, do not worry because I will be all alone. I ask of you to shed no tears, It is no one's fault but my own. To all of those that I love try to carry on, if there ever is a problem and you need someone come and see me I will be with you in spirit. My mind will not let me escape all of those mistakes that I've made, i've gotten no rest in the past 8 days. 011016 ... caveman The stinging touch of the cold steel blade never held much promise until I was all alone Night broke to dawn, the will to carry on slowly faded to black. Like a thief hiding in the shadows I felt another gentile kiss of the cold steel blade At first it seemed like a game, knowing the stakes were the same, deeper into the pit of despair I fall Today the stakes have been raised, after many nights of deliberation, a date has been set and on that Hallowed Eve the final act will be played out. To all my friends I am sorry, do not worry because I will be all alone. I ask of you to shed no tears, It is no one's fault but my own. To all of those that I love try to carry on, if there ever is a problem and you need someone come and see me I will be with you in spirit. My mind will not let me escape all of those mistakes that I've made, i've gotten no rest in the past 8 days. 011016 ... birdmad deify the wretched ones, til the darkness comes again 011016 ... Sonya the sullen feline My heart is bleeding because you no longer cradle it in your hands. It still belongs to you... 011016 ... lovers lament take your rest at Samhain, prince but hold no misconceptions you will not be alone i will make this exception for you to be at your side blade in my own hand will to live pushed aside love doesn't fade away although it dims with time my heart was always true if this is how it ends then it ends with you i cannot fathom going on to become anything in life knowing that you're gone so i'll follow you to death if that's how it has to be done. 011017 ... AzAber But after the bleeding, after the edges of words and knives, when all is dry, still we two can find the moisture to cry. 020315 ... invisible It is those who hurt our hearts that make us bleed most. Those who see we are so unhappy yet fail to help heal our wounds. We, the invisible people...the statistics, will go to hell for their selfishness. The only thing we have to thank them for is that beautiful glory of knowing that after the bleeding ends so will we. For that I am grateful. 020407 ... lizard She cut herself when she was real drunk, and she bled like a virgin bitch, they said. The say she screamed swear words, while an incriminating middle finger stabbed up at the god who gave her that life. With the two little dead children, in the backyard, and the burning horse carcass on her lawn, and keroseen oil on the clapboard of the house. She strode, bottle in hand, towards the house, matchbox cradled under one arm. 020409 ... Syrope i close my eyes and smirk with self-satisfaction, the cold and ragged point dragging across my skin...not pressing hard enough to bleed, but maybe someday. 020410 ... blown cherry seemed to be doing it all over the place today, but unintentionally. My lip, my arm, my hand... and lets not even start on the metaphysical side of things. 020410 ... poeticmisfit bleeding is so strange. we need it, but at the same time its not supposed to happen on purpose....blood is good, right? or can it be bad...maybe when i cut out all of my own i will let you know what it is...mayeb someday i'll find out. my eyes are bleeding but i didn't cut them. it was you 020724 ... she Can imagine the cold satisfaction of bleeding, Can see the beauty of the web of scars, Can feel the pride of my own little secret, Can see the confusion in their faces, Can taste the salty copperlike intoxication. Can't tell them why, Can't explain how, Can't let them see. Won't go too far, Won't hurt anyone else, Won't ever understand a different way... Found crouched over a bleeding knife, she smiled that sad cold smile. She was so beautiful, so pale, so painful. Her glossy black ringlets bounced with the life that was draining from her body, and all she did was smile. Might as well been crying tears of blood for the reaction they gave her. Just a pitiful shake of the head, a down turning of the corner of their communal condescending mouth. Went too far for too long, Hidden and hiding for too long, Bleeding couldn't save her any longer. 020724 ... phil today 020729 ... devalis In a good way. I've never been so happy to be hemorrhaging. 020823 ... ever dumbening in less than twenty-four hours my ears and mind bleeding the Rushian kind 020916 ... geddy sajak signals get crossed the balance is lost 020916 ... Immer Peart xanadu pre-bleed proceeding the wrath of khan did decree help me to the pebble dome and climb this pile of scree 020916 ... King Lerxt oy, now i've got morning cygnus 020916 ... amy ok, so. a woman bleeds every month, naturally going into a dark time where everything is potentially wrong and uncertain, and quite chaotic. the blood of the universe, so to speak. there is really nothing better when it renews. cycle and cycle again. cause otherwise, you'll be cycled. true? 030308 ... Ambience Id pour out everything I hold on the inside, just to look into your eyes tonight. 030609 ... Baby one more time I need you baby. I'm bleeding here.I'd do anything to get you back. Except.... Like your mother. Clean up after you. Pretend you are good at head. Agree with your half baked ill thought out ideas. Do yoga with you. Give up smoking. Become a market analyst. Have anymore excruciating dinner parties where I pretend to enjoy the company of your terminally bourgeois friends. Go to be bed at nine. Become an unqualified optimist. But apart from that baby " Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds or bends with the remover to remove, oh no..." 030731 ... x you can offer someone everything you have all your love all your energy everything and they can choose to throw it away 040321 ... floralieca When you're not confortable with yourself, you can't accept that another willingly gives you all he has. The more you'll give him, the more he'll run. 040321 ... _alone & lost_ I bleed Because i hope that somehow, in the pain i will remember who i am... somehow i could possibly snap back into it... into the person i used to be before this force came over my body and mind. I'm so tired now... must... bleed... more... 040526 ... jolie laide "For you I'd bleed myself dry" - coldplay 040627 ... djstar nick plays guitar and fingers bleed 040804 ... Yahoo! Search * Freedom_and_Democracy * MSNBC's Campbell Brown: Bush Administration Bans Staff from Seeing Fahrenheit_911 (video) ... MSNBC's Campbell Brown: Bush Administration Bans Staff from Seeing Fahrenheit 911 (video ... nations -- Egypt, Syria, Saudi Arabia, Kuwait, Bahrain, Qatar, United Arab Emirates, and ... www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/1159088/posts - 37k - Cached - More pages from this site 040804 ... the fantabulous ms. harvey happy_and_bleeding 040804 ... dads daughter the government or high society cash flow capitalists hire scientists to create viruses to kill people maybe specifically gays and junkies i might become a junkie on purpose 040805 ... . when_things_are_wacked 040805 ... New Zealand girl death i told my mum i fell over, now shes putting cream on it and making sure it heals, i have no idea if she knows i was making myself bleed. it was a reief to see it run down my wrist, a joy that some people will never know, little does she knoe i have a knife hidden in my room 040806 ... djStar adrenaline on top of adrenaline my heart is pumping blood unfamiliar In my veins, traces of her kisses and needles hyper-ventilating dizzy and weak the intensity of this week is a test of destiny- will the stars ever let us Be? 040813 ... drkmotives No, it's not blood. It's madness, madness pouring out of my wrist. Madness mixed with depression and anger. Anger that leads to sadness. The sadness you make me feel everytime you talk to me. 041216 ... Sintina once a month. Lots more than some girls, lots less than others. thank god I'm not pregnant. 050417 ... *Amy* out of my wrist, reborn... 050417 ... because you kill me I rub my wrists. and take a deep breathe knowing that i love this. A cardboard cutter in my hand. I trade of positions. one will be quick. fast and a tiny sting. What a pussy i am for not going deeper. 050429 ... *Amy* I`m bleeding because I can`t have you. and I know you want to be with me, and I know I want to be with you more than anything in this word, but I also know I can`t have you because of you, because of him, because of me.... I miss you so much, I`m bleeding evertytime I see you, I only wish someone else to take you out of my head. 050501 ... Syrope haha, her reaction when she found the razor was priceless. and by priceless i mean tragic and useless. she likes to take credit for where i am today, as if she had anything to do with it. i suppose she may have served as a warning beacon "don't be like me" ...but is that really all mothers are good for? 080516 ... In_Bloom It's a different story when someone takes that blade to you Against you There is an anger and urgency to life after that You will have the same scars and people will look on you with scorn or pity or they will be afraid Fuck them all- They don't know And all that matters now is that you are the victor over the bleeding out Your life and person are precious As a survivor, you've earned yourself 081029 ... Lemon_Soda Ah, sweet, sweet metal. Instant meditation. 081030 what's it to you? who go blather from