knives
bijou
i
am
ready
for
this
huge
wound
on
your
arm
to
be
a
scar
.
i
don't
want
to
see
your
wrist
all
wrapped
up
and
fresh
like
it
could
still
bleed
if
you
looked
at
it
the
wrong
way
.
a
long
time
from
now
when
your
scars
are
faded
and
pink
,
i'll
touch
it
to
let
you
know
that
i
remember
that
night
.
and
that
i
will
always
love
you
no
matter
what
.
011202
...
krupt
they
should
take
them
all
away
from
me
...
i
cant
do
anything
good
with
them
...
the
scars
they
show
the
world
how
sick
i
am
...the
scabs
,
they
hurt
when
my
watch
presses
into
them
...but
at
the
time
it
feels
so
good
,
the
first
cut
feels
like
freedom
,
the
next
usually
hurts
,
then
the
skin
goes
numb
and
i
just
cant
stop
...
the
only
reason
i
dont
cut
deeper
it
that
i
want
to
live
till
tomorrow
so
i
can
enjoy
cutting
my
skin
again
...
080116
...
Lemon_Soda
I
can't
say
anything
that
will
help
.
I
did
it
to
punish
myself
because
I
knew
what
I
could
be
and
I
knew
what
I
was
,
and
there
was
no
reason
I
couldn't
change
.
080117
...
a radio-headed bird
...
out
080117
...
radio-jane
catch
the
mouse
...
080117
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from