surface sphinxradio they say that still waters run deep. i always trust the surface image, because i am naive. sometimes, though, i turn into a cynic and don't trust anyone. and i'd like to remind you now, please, never_give_out_your_password_or_credit_card_number. it's not a good idea. 011105 ... ClairE I always see minds racing. Surface is constructed to me. Maybe that is why one could say I think too much. I don't understand how one could put a cap on it. 011220 ... cube One definition of manifestation is "A public demonstration of power and purpose". There are manifestations of a person's character so obvious that you will be able to judge the quality (power and purpose) of everybody you meet ... 011221 ... hoodrat on the surface, I am calm, collected knowledgeable, and witty. but on the inside... 011222 ... Syrope i feel like i've fallen like, not a trip and crash where everyone laughs but like, down flights of stairs... when your body makes that horrible trashbag-of-soup-falling-from-a-high-altitude noise... when no one can laugh yet, they just all have sucked in their breath and forgotten to exhale while they wait to see if you move or if you're dead and i keep waiting for everyone to sigh with relief, and for their eyebrows to relax i mean, i'm moving but they are all still staring with that look of horror and not breathing like maybe i've got blood streaming down my face and i just don't realize it or that i might still be dead it's an unnerving stare... and that look haunts me so that every time i insist i'm fine, i believe it less and less 050405 ... z beneath and under in ripple fields of algae slicks and trailing fronds do pull and coax of fresh life's riches all sunlit dapple and lilly rose of under current in last light now and continues while silence runs with lowered ear and dew stream sprinkle like last sigh birdsong in night's lowered cover and stops 050406 ... unhinged thin veneer sardonic my heart is going through a period of emotional backlash that is becoming hard to cover. like i can only allow myself so much happiness before my heart starts to shrink in retaliation. 090724 ... In_Bloom Coming up for air and looking around to see what's happened while having enjoyed the intoxicating lull and pull below 090725 what's it to you? who go blather from