urgency silentbob it is a must you must you must it is a must you must 040611 ... Soma it is so bright i see the green weaving against the blue and yellow i blink shadows passing momentarily the only Need i feel i have to get outside i am sitting and staring i am just enjoying it patient in the wheelchair i am happy and sad and they blank each other out like clouds blanking the sunny day i just want to go to the park i am outside i am inside when i am outside i am inside inside i am inside out its urgent cant you tell this room is killing me with its water and the leeches all over me leeches of worry crawling from my ears like newborn infants crying pitifully so insidious it is so bright this spot of urgency screaming over the worry telling me to move but the sun is so dazzling and those clouds dont seem so bad but they are more dropping the rain melting my sugar skin away erasing me eyes staring at the sun i see it all weaving into the green and the blue the urgency of it all and the insignificance of the urgency 090928 what's it to you? who go blather from