bled typhoid i bled for my curiosity (voices filter down from above.. ... aw, shit! ... as i stand smiling in the darnkness, hand resting on the hot water valve...) 000211 ... birdmad all over the letter you sent me, drop by drop for days as i picked out the fragments of the words as they cut into my heart and my wrists and again and again , the wound reopening every time i try to move little reminders sting like torn stitches 000503 ... Tapoli I bled In bed From by head. And now I'm dead 000617 ... randomly recent birdmad. ! 040123 ... god i bled off the valve, but the solution was still too weak to be effective. 041012 ... me everyday i wake up and tell myself: I've bled through this before, but that sure as hell doesn't make it any easier. i left this relationship because i knew it would make me happy and i'm the one doing the worst. you have life served on a golden plate compared to me, and you're the one i dumped. ironic isnt it? if only you knew... if only you knew... 050206 ... hammamadamakaramith hammamadamakaramith 070601 what's it to you? who go blather from