needles
melissah you are a thousand pinpricks, each deeper than the first
youre a temporary solution but a never ending curse
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i cant finish my thoughts on this...
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birdmad insulin, ultra-fine 28-g 5/8" U-100 1/2 cc 020811
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<3 penetrate me
in flows the juice
dilutes my blood vein, saucy
toxins enhance and effect
deaden
i pull out the warm silver
dripping, i am frantic
040315
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in between silences I dance, but for the ethics like needles that poke at every off move I make, everything that isn't....
too connected.. too sure... covered in needles
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Syrope it'd be one thing
if it were easy to give up

and another
if i were tired of trying

but something bigger than both
when it's both
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Syrope bigger than ME. damnit

when i start sucking at blather, it's time to go start laundry
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pete when the time has come for all the needles to fall, what will the ground they fall on look like? 041027
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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