exception icy so make one for me. i'm not asking, but demanding. i don't know your morals or how you really are, so i really don't know if one is necessary. but i demand nonetheless. tell me you want me the way i want you. (which is absolutely inexplicable to me because no one ever makes me feel this way!) i will invade your thoughts and leave you restless for needing to be with me. on a hot summer night i will be the fire that stirs you and makes you shiver with the slightest movement of air. i ignite you, burning with passion. slippery, hot, tangled in the sheets, silk scarves, catch my breath, tear the pillow, biting, scratching, holding so tightly our souls combine for just a moment... and so i demand - come to me tonight. 060725 ... . stork daddy 060725 ... stork daddy show me then. what's to lose? everything i hope this time. 060804 ... icy please don't be fooled by me 060804 ... stork daddy i only fool myself. no reflection on you. 060804 ... stork daddy that said, fool me. 060804 ... icy ah, you're too tempting 060804 ... stork daddy so indulge. 060804 ... icy let the cool night air sigh through my window, sifting between the sheets bodies locked in a tight embrace move me, move within me twisting, tangling, tormenting inexplicable the distance between us 060804 ... icy just a sip 060804 ... stork daddy just two people full in themselves moving inside while the world is a sea of the same around them. different angles, so different distances closed and then opened, fore and aft. like walking on a ledge and sometimes your foot dizzies in and out over a sheer and tactile fall. imagined more fully by tasting it just a bit. 060805 ... icy i dreamed (daydreamed? fantasised?) that we made love in your car. you gently set me down on the soft leather seats, hands exploring, nuzzling and nibbling. then, i was on top of you in the driver's seat - your seat - with your music playing, clinging to each other, intensely passionate and barely controlled. and as i threw my head back and called out your name, your hands slipped up to my shoulders and you pulled me close to you. our hearts thundering together and then our breathing began to slow. and when i woke up, i was still enclosed by that awestruck sated yet still mildly turned on feeling... but i think you just think of me as a friend. perhaps we could explore some benfits... 060828 ... dammit fuck! 'benefits' 060828 ... icy i'm sorry, i didn't mean to steal a name... i give it back 060828 ... icy dammit, what the fuck am i doing? i don't think i know who i am anymore... but perhaps i didn't know in the first place 060830 what's it to you? who go blather from