afford notme as a child, when thoughts about my own funeral would go through my head, besides thinking about whether or not anyone would weepingly attend, i would ask myself "will it be affordable for my family? how much will they have to spend?" 040210 ... n o m it's awful now that this comes up, when we're fighting and i try to explain i have enough pressure on my plate to try to make a living just because i can have some peace does not mean i do not worry or that i will be fine i still can't afford anything i can't afford to help my family i can't afford my own or anyone's funeral 120723 ... Tourist I`m so broke I can`t pay attention. 120723 what's it to you? who go blather from