excuses unhinged 'are you ok?' 'yeah. i'm fine.' no. i'm not ok. and the more people ask me if i'm ok the more i want to become a recluse. if i wanted to talk about it i would. i'm coming up with any excuse lately to answer the question 'are you ok' because i don't even know all of the real answer. 010925 ... kill rhythm I love the excuses They just soothe my pain. "You’re too pretty for me" I don’t want to hear it ever again. I’m sorry I’m not popular, Or thin, or nice, or pretty, But I am who I am, I wouldn’t change that for money. Please just accept me, Don’t make me work to please you. It’s too much to add to what I’m already going through. I know most have it worse than I do, And it’s really not all that bad. But still, it’s really, really hard, So please just understand 020318 ... yummychuckle get off the computer, i like having the phonelines clear whenever you are online (when I'm online? thats a different story). since you are now free, go clean up the house--just to help out, you know you could help out around here, just pick up your mess [i have no mess out here. look around.]. well, you know, i'm busy (drinking beer in the...garage...and smoking) and you could just clean up the house. you know what? I'm not giving you a ride to Eve's on saturday unless you clean the house. you could just help out. [fine, god. I JUST got online after cleaning my room and the bathroom. I think I should be able to rest for a little while. and thats kinda mean, I'm the only one able to hang out with eve on her borthday.] thats not my problem. c'mon, you're on vacation! can't you clean up and helpout a little? [i'm on v a c a t i o n. this is why I try to stay in my room or out of the hosue all the time. absolutely none of this is my mess] im done. I have to go help out a litt.e i'm just bitter because I have a house to clean up and a computer to play on and food to eat and a life full of opportunities to live, thats all. Just whining because I have to lift a few fingers. 020328 ... morphine. ive got so many, but i dont claim them to be legitimate there are so many problems. i know so little. i cant get away from my wants because its just the way i am. mybodyisdrawntoit 021212 ... littel_elf we all have them. excuses, that is. if you're lucky you don't give in to them. but then you'd be inhuman. 030129 ... Eowithien Everything I say to you, you say its just an excuse. I hate excuses. They're only lies trying to be kind, but its not possible. And all I can say in return is to desperately try and convince you its a reason. 040303 ... once again There might not be excuses for everyone, but we've all got our reasons. 050117 ... Syrope i hope it was worth it 050726 ... thieums You making excuses? Don't be so obtuse! You're gonna blow a fuse And frighten the walrus! 120102 ... nr i have less and less patience for people saying they're "bad at" things that they could be good at if they really wanted to be. "i'm bad at relationships." "i'm bad at keeping in touch with people." "i'm bad at not being an asshole." ...perhaps that last one was not said verbatim. these things are not set in stone. they can be changed. if what you really want is to be in a relationship with someone or keep in touch with people, you can make an effort to be 'good at' these things, or you can work at improving the parts of you that make you bad at them. 160207 ... Soma I’m too tired. I’m too slow. Too big. Not good enough. I ate too much for breakfast. I got a headache. It’s raining. My cat is sick. I can’t right now. I’m not inspired. I’m allergic to stuff. I’m fat. I’m thin. It’s too hot. I’m not in the right mood. I’ve got a headache. I’m distracted. I’m pushing myself too much. I’d love to really but I can’t, I just can’t. My favorite show is on. I’ve got a case of the Mondays. The Tuesdays. The Wednesdays. It's the weekend. I don’t want to do this; I want to do something else. After New Years. Next week. I might make a mistake. I got home and I feel bloated. I got a hot date. It’s too dark. It’s too cold. I didn’t get enough sleep. My tummy hurts. It’s not in my genes. I don’t want to get sweaty. I have better things to do. I don’t want to slow you down. Do I have to do this? As soon as I get a promotion. I think I’ll sit this one out.   160417 what's it to you? who go blather from