unrealistic Brad Almost everything is, really. 000611 ... birdmad especially the average set of breasts in a porn video 000611 ... Brad is fun sometimes. Other times, downright depressing. 000620 ... icy perhaps my expectations... that i will be able to make a decision on my own without worrying who it might hurt - instead of choosing the cowardly way out and making others decides for me. telling my boss i really am not happy with this job - the description was way off, and it's not fair to add yet another duty or responsibility just because it's easier for them that way. i always forget... to call friends, to keep in touch, ask how things are - "did you lose weight?!", what's the latest baby's name and gender - all the little niceties that normal people remember... it's unrealistic to expect myself to remember to care unless it suits me, unless it's to my benefit or i want something... perhaps i should check "selfish" - i will find my name there. 031031 ... Death of a Rose i know the feeling well, icy. 031031 ... andru235 = reality 050630 ... . I believe we shall eventually discover that reality is unrealistic and then we'll all be contented and peaceful like fuck we will 050630 what's it to you? who go blather from