chose bahia choice is words is choice 011010 ... whitechocolatewalrus in the past we were once close we were inseperable that was me, most definitely. forever is such a long time impossibility, i did't think i could be whatever you wanted me to be for all eternity. what you chose, what i chose, is now our history. the silence as you pass me by, the awkwardness. i_hope you feel something felt anything. all our choices collide with clashes of mor (t) ality. the smile on my face is sincere if only you could have enough candor to return the sentiment. i_don't_think i miss you anymore. i don't think i_miss_you enough. 040204 ... jenny enny dots choose the path not chosen 040204 ... and also if you choose not to decide you still have made a choice. 040204 ... danny getting here may not be the planned outcome but I chose this by not choosing other things, by what I let slip and by what I grabbed, by what I heard, what I ignored, what I screened out and what pieces of gold i pocketed. I am to blame. I am to thank. I am to let go of the game and begin to play again. there is no knowing. there is a lot of growing still to do. 090226 what's it to you? who go blather from