dazed Maybe Nat would Say A sudden Haze is brought about followed by a heavy fog dazed and confused... you leave me. Black Raspberry lips wishing to touch your spearmint tongue I really wish you would open the eyes called windows of your house and see me. Let me in. Come out and Play With Me. because I need a play date... and My mother isn't making them for me anymore. She says I have to do things "on My own" I agree, though shamefully I don't follow through with anything. I still have her clean my clothes. and she still loves me. why? I still have her cook the good food that I won't eat. and I leave her Dazed because I wont allow myself to get better. I only allow pain and sorrow. Someone needs to give her a hug. I refused. I regret now. Caught. Caught in the act of shameless breathing, waiting to be picked up and taken to the hospital in someones arms, not by car. To be taken, and a doctor tell me I am a hopeless cause. thats what I want. because thats how I feel. 030613 what's it to you? who go blather from