exhaustion
sk I'm so tired - so tired of to-day. I want to gauge my eyes out and string them into a lovely necklace. How charming that would be.

But, it wouldn't be charming would it? I'm suffocated by the lies.

The heaviness upon me will drown out all else.

fuckme.
020606
...
p2 physically
mentally
emotionally
you are my cure
and my cause
i will not
and can not
give you up
i love you
but i am so tired
021022
...
morphine. i will not feel this, this is not something that i can hold, this is nothing
this is nothing,
this is nothing

this is a little bit of not a thing

theres something here, but nothing to feel,

or really feel
cant be real
so nothing to feel.

jrrpqn.
021211
...
x exmaution 021211
...
Death of a Rose of her sweetmeat rending and rolling.

beware her beckoning call,
her smile may bewitch you,
but her base nature will leave you
rotting.
040105
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from