ryan secret Sucks! 010204 ... *Ziima* You're a jerk. You shouldnt have asked me. You should have known yourself better. But you should have given up too. Why did you see it? Why didnt you get the clue? She doesnt want you back. You should know that. She only used you, and still is. You're blind. You're stupid. You hurt me. I hate you. 010401 ... daylitedreamer i dont know a lot about love anymore. or maybe i never knew about it to begin with. but ive been thinking about ryan a lot lately. i hope that means something. 010402 ... laura i miss the ryan i used to know. he went away, and the worst part is that his outside self is still here within reach and the ryan i used to know seems to have died without saying goodbye. 010402 ... marjorie i know a guy named ryan he likes to wink at chicks especially short-haired ones he's got a gorgeous car but it's leaking coolant at the moment and needs to be babied and given robitussin anyway... he's okay. 010821 ... Ry4n The robitussen didn't fix the water pump. 010821 ... bzzmel i love all Ryan's 011207 ... niki ahh...my favorite name...all of the guys I have ever been attracted to(except for the latest one) has been named Ryan...let's se how many i can remember... Valentine Klesko, the baseball player Mooney Phillip Ryan O'Reilly on OZ gosh I know there are more and i can't rememner them!! oh well 011208 ... ry@n I am a lonely Ryan --- Ryan E. Robinson 011208 ... niki I'll be your buddy Ryan E. Robinson 011208 ... ryro some ryans are bound to return 020730 ... squint that cute little nickname "ryan the rapist" will always come to mind. how fucking adorable. 020730 ... anonymouse *sigh* 020730 ... spoons i miss you... 020807 ... emily the second i'm not the only one who misses ryan it seems go to ignored 020818 ... girl_jane A nice guy, but so sad all the time. SMILE! 020819 ... She Why can't I just have you? We can feel the energy when we stand next to one another. Why must it be so hard? 030113 ... je5icafletcher is my best friend. he has brown hair and big green eyes. he likes orange tictacs. he doesn't like tattoos, but i got one anyway. he sang me songs when i cried on his tshirt. he made me itallian chicken and i drank way too much wine. he likes my eyebrow ring and my hair and the round shape of my body's curves. i adore him. i like the scar under his chest. i like the way one hair grows really long on his nipple. i just like him a lot. i could go on and on. but he's my ryan. and i love him. 030228 ... kris loved him for 2 straight years at least...still love him to be honest...now we're broken up, and i'm finally having that breakdown that i knew would be coming...after all the shit, do you think i'd be happy to see us done? ya i guess i am a little....but hes my best friend....for 2 fucking years, and now hes gone....and it hurts so much and i love him and miss him, and now hes dating some 20 year old hot girl named IVY....for fucks sake, who names a kid ivy? but i just miss him being there for me to cry to and hug, and have him need me...just like i always needed him...what is it with nice girls falling for the ones who will break there hearts? even if i'm the one who broke it off...i had to....it was hurting too much to watch him hurt me...and i dont want him back....i dont think....NO i dont....i just want him in my life, i want us to be good in a way we can never be again....so what do i do? i find a new guy, the poor thing...such an obvious rebound....but what can i do....i've turned into one of those girls i've always hated...the ones who always need a guy....it sucks...becuase the guy i really need is gone, and i did it to myself to get away from all his bullshit...so why do i still need him and want him and miss him???? hes my ryan, he always will be....i love you..... 030526 ... pobodys nerfect The name of the guy I had a crush on in grade 8. He only gained popularity with the rest of the girls in my class once *I* started liking him. All that extra attention went to his head and he went from being the geeky-but-cute guy the year before, to the arrogant every-girl-wants-me guy. Made a big deal about dancing with me for one lousy song at the school dance. Jerk... 030527 ... niska is a stalker 030527 ... tinka life is full of regrets. one day you'll realize the mistake you made to choose that bitch. 030801 ... story of eau some ryans are bound to fear. 040202 ... her royal highness the quirk a guy i dated for way too long. i thought i was in love with him, but i see now that i wasn't (how cliche, right?). i lost my virginity to him. he tried to propose...sheesh what a joke. anyway, he was a big jerk. didn't consider my feelings. didn't trust me. the one night i actually needed someone and no one else was around, he didn't care enough to do anything. i still haven't forgiven him for that. after we broke up he stalked me for about 6 months. i should have called the police. damn why was i so stupid. for all of that. for putting up with him for so long. for letting him scare me like that. for getting involved with him in the first place. damn i'm a dumbass. 040202 ... jenny enny dots was a cute little boy and i was his babysitter a few times. i always liked that name alot. 040203 ... ryen some might say that is my name but it is not i spell it with an e do you know me? 040305 ... minnesota_chris welcome ryen. You don't have the slightest clue about this website, but welcome. 040305 ... ryen I didn't have the slightest clue about this website. I came across it while I was very, very high. It was really giving me a head trip. I love this site. 040308 ... ryan i feel like i've already lost and haven't had a chance to explain.... 040319 ... dudeinanigloo My cousin is named Ryan. 040405 ... joda So is my best friend... 040626 ... Jess So was (though I spose he still is) my first boyfriend! 040712 ... . nothing, really. really? 040807 ... nemo maybe it could be everything i was ever hoping for? *sigh* 040810 ... nemo this was unexpected... my soul is connected to you 040920 ... unhinged it was fucked from the beginning i suppose and i had these feelings for you and i was always drunk and your disinterest was plain to me then i can return that sentiment 040920 ... unhinged i hope i never see you ever again you piece of shit 050325 ... yes? or no? = unresolved. 050411 ... keito ohhhh so many words. gorgeous. talented. the only boy i ever truly loved, and the only boy i ever truly betrayed. over and over. i pushed him away. but he came back, two years later. he came back and forgave me for the things i'd done. and it meant the world to me. i'd spent two years trying to replace him and failing at every turn. and now... now what do i have? a chance? at putting things the way they ought to have been all along? i'll see him in less than three days. i haven't seen hin in ten months. he lives 300 miles away now. but i still feel like i used to whenever he calls. his voice still makes me light up. 050906 ... keito ohhhh so many words. gorgeous. talented. the only boy i ever truly loved, and the only boy i ever truly betrayed. over and over. i pushed him away. but he came back, two years later. he came back and forgave me for the things i'd done. and it meant the world to me. i'd spent two years trying to replace him and failing at every turn. and now... now what do i have? a chance? at putting things the way they ought to have been all along? i'll see him in less than three days. i haven't seen hin in ten months. he lives 300 miles away now. but i still feel like i used to whenever he calls. his voice still makes me light up. 050906 ... keito ohhhh so many words. gorgeous. talented. the only boy i ever truly loved, and the only boy i ever truly betrayed. over and over. i pushed him away. but he came back, two years later. he came back and forgave me for the things i'd done. and it meant the world to me. i'd spent two years trying to replace him and failing at every turn. and now... now what do i have? a chance? at putting things the way they ought to have been all along? i'll see him in less than three days. i haven't seen hin in ten months. he lives 300 miles away now. but i still feel like i used to whenever he calls. his voice still makes me light up. 050906 ... keito ohhhh so many words. gorgeous. talented. the only boy i ever truly loved, and the only boy i ever truly betrayed. over and over. i pushed him away. but he came back, two years later. he came back and forgave me for the things i'd done. and it meant the world to me. i'd spent two years trying to replace him and failing at every turn. and now... now what do i have? a chance? at putting things the way they ought to have been all along? i'll see him in less than three days. i haven't seen hin in ten months. he lives 300 miles away now. but i still feel like i used to whenever he calls. his voice still makes me light up. 050906 ... broken & shattered can't see me for anything but a bitch. 070827 ... Ryan is the name my parents gave me. 090302 what's it to you? who go blather from