vision vicious I long to block out the visions that assalt my soul with a vengance 000107 ... lotusflower i see my future through a peep-hole big enough for my eye to see the beginning path so green with the end far beyond and the journey in between. yet my vision is hindered by obstructive trees, the branches of what-if's and what-could be's. 000218 ... camille heart and soul gathering pieces of self that it wants to see. 000219 ... poptart i noticed a couple of weeks ago that i now see constant visual noise. continual movement. i only used to notice it when i was sleep deprived. my friends tell me that the world is not smooth and that they have stranger visual weirdness. i noticed it after i ended the eternal 420. vague snowy moving indoors outdoors it's much worse in the dark. i don't notice it so much in the outdoor daylight but my sleep patterns are shot so i don't see daylight much. maybe my eyes are confused from seeing so little sun. i remember a time when my vision was clear and smooth. 000401 ... Brad I have never done any drugs in my life, and i sometimes see visual images when playing or listening to music. 000401 ... Brad I have never done any drugs in my life, and i sometimes see visual images when playing or listening to music. 000401 ... grasshopper brad, these are for you: http://www.cel.sfsu.edu/msp/Instructors/rey/synesth.html http://directory.google.com/Top/Science/Social_Sciences/Psychology/Sensation_and_Perception/Synaesthesia/ ever heard of synesthesia? sounds like you have it. do you think your brain is more evolved or broken? or neither? 000502 ... deb there is a vision of you always with me- today, it's of you, smiling dowm at a child in your arms as you tell the perfect new girl you're her daddy- sometimes i see you teaching small kids to play nice; once, i say you watching me at work. but always, you are gentle, firm, but always sweet, and though i know it's not REALLY you, sometimes, i think if i just wished enough, you would really be there with me -but i don't think i deserve who you have become- 000803 ... marjorie i had glasses made. but the left lense made my eyes see odd. they moved independently of each other. and everything was slanted angular. it felt as though the world was sliding through horror mirror shows and my eyes got tired. so easily 001104 ... rubydee before i got glasses i never knew that trees were more than green masses like how kids draw them once i put the specs on i could see the individual leaves the variety amazing now one of my favorite activities is tree identification at 60mph on the highway 010611 ... cowboy her voice, the richness, the texture. no face, no eyes, only words, and in them i find enough color that i wonder... i wonder how much more there is. i haven't the vision, but if i did... 020802 ... skinny i scream out loud because i think i still have fealings and i feel all the wrong things i once thought they were right How can i see and feel a false emotion am i wrong? am i wrong? i stare into the sun 040628 ... Nathan Wales Belding Vision has three definitions that I can think of right now - 1. the perception an eye creates for a living being 2. a perception, perceived through an eye, that may or may not be real - but appears real to the observer 3. an idea of what something could be 080429 ... nobody it is amazing that something so small can introduce such vast and amazing things. It makes sense to me to say that everything is maya, because to me everything is beyond belief, the reality of being alive that is, it's total maya. i don't see what right humans have to judge anything when our eyes are so small. If you can't choose what you hear then why should your eyes be so confident to be in control? it would be interesting to find out what influence our individual senses have on our philosophy of life. 080429 what's it to you? who go blather from