mike one of a million 000527
kim my best friend selling books door to
door in Arkansas (somewhere i've never been)

my 20 year old boyfriend sitting on the couch playing video games and selling
sprint cell phones in raleigh
kim without the "e" it's kim backwards 000712
unhinged i don't know what's up with him these days....

he barely said two words to me last night

he doesn't return my e-mails

what the hell man

you are really pissing me off
unhinged i've given up

all that echoes inside my head

"you never told me you had any cute friends"

so real by jeff_buckley
daanuh i have his underwear on right the moment. the ones with the big fish on them 010113
stupidpunkgirl mike thompson is our sound production teacher at the art school. he also runs lastminute records, the only independent record label in town. he claims to hate everyone, but he also thinks i hate him. (why should he care then?) he thinks i hate him cause i won't talk to him. i'm just shy.... he doesn't wear shoes. 010113
mike ever dress up like your mom and try to seduce your father?
---this guy is awesome, really
unhinged somewhere i have never travelled
e.e. cummings

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience, your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skillfully, mysteriously) her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly,
as when the heart of his flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do no know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all the roses)
nobody, not even the rain has such small hands
mikey a name i go by 010310
unhinged euphoria
unhinged what_i_want_to__say__but_can_t

does this link now?

mikey eek i hate having the same name as someone elses ex or bad experiance or whatnot. EEEEEEK. every time i read "mike" stuff it makes me cringe 010311
mikey find the page and highlight the link control+c to copy it then paste it or write it down and write it in a new blather 010311
unhinged don't worry

you could only make me smile
unhinged string_theory
Chrity go to:
mike hey guess what, my name is mike too 010429
black-dyed gel product Hey fuck you, Mike; I fucking wanted her. How could you do this? On the beach with her, I fucking shudder when I think of it. Your a nice guy, and I've never had a problem with you. I don't think I do have a problem with you, but I can't believe she do this. Maybe Ant is right, and she's just easy. She'll never be easy for me. 010611
wallflower I don't like the feeling I get when I hear "Mike." He pretends to like me. Rubs my head. Smiles. Talks to me. And for a while, I thought shy-little-me had actually made a new friend. Until he started picking up my pretty sister to go places. A few days later, he tells me when he picked her up, he forgot about me. I wonder if he'll use the same excuse every time he takes her out. He denies he likes her.

Oh well. My sister doesn't even like him.
unhinged all the time i spent wanting him and now all i can do is shake my head. it really is a tragedy. 011112
no reason i'm now spending my time wanting. i wonder if i'll be shaking my head in the future... 021123
no reason ughhhhh you piss me off so much sometimes...

i hate being so mad at someone and liking them so much at the same time...yet it seems to happen often with me.
jane i want to go visit mike in seattle
i want to take a road trip, but elisa complained to me that she doesn't want to go because it's somewhere around sixteen hours
who cares? fun is what you bring with you
werewolf i agree that you should take a road trip. 021205
p2 "la dee da dee
we like to party
we don't cause trouble
and we don't bother nobody
cuz we
jussamen behind the mike
we rock the microphone
we rock the mike right"
- das efx (jussamen)
jane where should i go?

mike was in town and i got to see him for something like five minutes. i was so angry because i wanted to finish my deal of the proposition i owe mike. last time he left i didn't know it was his last night and dave came home with me. shame on me
thefuddyduddy Didn't want to, but I had to:

You were different. You would proudly sport makeup with a wide grin, just to be different. "No matter how much you bend your gender, it'll never break." You were a punk, with your spike bracelets and metal ball necklace. You were thoughtful, poetic, sensitive. You were my definition of love, at the time. You were my first love. You've been my only love. You also gave me that heart wrenchingly painful feeling for so, so long after we were done. You were the only boy that's ever made me cry.

I love you. You would tell me. I love you so much, you'd say.
I love you too, I said back. I love you too much, I said.
You'd laugh and tell me that wasn't possible.

It was.
TalviFatin I miss you already. I started missing you when you said you were being deployed. I'm so sorry I was distant before...I'm so sorry I didnt get more time with you. I really like you...maybe even love you...you're such a great friend, such a sweetheart. I wish there were more that I could do...I should have given you my address, I should have asked you so many things...but ohwell. I feel empty and depressed, I dont know how I'm going to watch the t.v. anymore...without worrying about you. I know you're tough, and you can make it, you just never know what might happen. I want you to come back to me, even though you're not mine, or I'm yours...I just need you to be alive and at home whenever I need a friend or someone to cheer me up. I guess the saying is true "You dont know what you've got till its gone"...and right now I'm feeling that stab of regretful emptiness that might as well put me to my death. Safe journey, Mike...and take care of yourself. I'll be praying to the gods for you to come back home.... 030323
me mike michael mikael mikhail mikhael mikail mic mick mickey mikki take the mickey open mic michel and of course the Archangel 030628
Unbridled You took my love and twisted it into something impure. I feel a profound sense of disappointment, only in myself, for simply letting you have your way with me. You are conditioned not to care, using women for nothing but your own gratification. I no longer feel the need to spare your feelings, I have no respect for them. In equal measure I find you to be shallow, hypocritical & vindictive. Will you ever acknowledge your own faults before pointing them out in others? Maybe then you will stop blaming & begin to evolve in a direction that is meaningful. Your arrogance speaks loudly, so many things you disregard. Obviously not seeing all sides to this equation. Now knowing you never will. 031018
smurfus rex is. 031018
nomatter michael 031018
trauma your name is NOT mike smurfus you and i both know that... 031205
smurfus rex it is sometimes, usually at work, but I prefer Michael. 031205
laguin Hes a better friend than I ever could deserve to have. And a terrible, awful, bad, goatse-ing person. And I mean that in the kindest way possible. 031217
unhinged you stupid fuck

you stupid arrogant selfish fuck
melpomenesty the first boy to break my heart 040207
mike mike is not a word, but a name. My name 040214
unhinged i just erased a lot of old emails from when the computer was the only way i had of communicating with you and i realized again HOW much you've changed since i first met you. i used to be able to talk to you. you used to pretend to care. i'm not sure how good or bad things are right now, but i know i liked it better when i didn't know you this well. 040214
:_) mike is the name of many cool people i've known throughout my life. i don't think i've met a mike i didn't like. and many of them were easy on the eyes i might add... 040215
her royal highness the quirk kink says mikes are evil :-) 040216
sameolme mike is a ghost who haunts my dreams,
makes fun of me, makes fun for me, makes fun. I always miss him
Sageofthahalo My step-dad's name is Mike and he is originally from New Jersey. Although he has his nice moments, he's an asshole. 041006
sardd the worst friend i ever had
used to be one of the best
incapable of caring about anyone but the girl he likes
he wasnt a friend once it wasnt me
a waste of my time
to try and be a friend
to a mike that wont try back
Ouroboros the worst part of my life:
any part, memory, moment, interaction, touch, thoughts, care, love, time, space, words, emotions, anything to do with mike.
what's it to you?
who go