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like rain. i hope that one day you realize what you threw away. 010427
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Miffey She told me that I'm afraid of commitment...
Ha!
I laughed in her face. I was committed way before she came alone
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unhinged "i don't want marriage commitment...i just want fucking commitment"

"you can hit me for that one"
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kerry i could do it...

i would have been fine. but i can't do it if he can't.

why should I have to be the only one putting in ANY effort?!
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lookie here i was afraid of it.
then i fell in love.
now im afraid of it again.
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vicco Why is do we have to force ourselves to commit? Surely the only things we should be committing ourselves to, are things that we don't need to force ourselves into? 020407
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gatorbabe damnit,... run! 020429
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stork daddy it's what happens to crazy people when they are no longer allowed to be responsible for each day to day decision and so have all the details "smoothed" out for them.

it's what is required for suicide.

it's what people think i'm implying when i wave. It was just a wave, jeesh, it's non-commital, non-commital!
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blown cherry I told him how Andrew virtually moved in with me the day we met.
Then he mumbled something about 'commitment' and 'easy' and punched a telegraph pole so his knuckles bled.
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Photophobe really?

All I rmember is the scab
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blown cherry I remember you sucking off the blood and...maybe I should email this. 020501
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just maybe you can't commit until you are truely in love,
that's when nothing else matters and things just fall into place
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megan it's one of those things you need to have. like a good bra. it kind of supports you through times, pushes you up when you need it, and is always there for you. everyone needs a little comitment in their lives :) 030115
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expletive fuckit 030116
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hellen You should be committed!
*runs away laughing*
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nevermind one day you will all realize that there is no one out there who understands you. 030320
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carlita i want a commitment... no marriage proposal or anything, but i need to hear the words... "you're the only one i want" 030808
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carlita 2.0 I don't need you, I only keep you around to amuse me, ya scruffy lapdog. 030808
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Dafremen nevermind- You're wrong..but nevermind. 030824
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hoban This is where i die in the end 031028
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Nikita You are so evil. I did when I did the other thing you asked. What do you want?

I already know no one understands me, except for you, but

you're like a figment of my imagination aren't you?
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Expand commitment to self. It's the most important kind of promise, one of the best. The one that means the most, and the one thing that will hurt you the most if you let that commitment go. If you make a commitment to yourself and you don't stand by it... you start to trust yourself less, and what is the good in that? 040224
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ethereal commitment to your family.

yummm.

makes them sound appealing hey?

ARG!
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lady lunchbox never.

not in a million years.
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pete Family? They can be trying. They are very very trying. Distance helps with that. Yes.. distance.

Brahma.. will you.. make.. this.. world.. new?

I don't know what I really want in the way of commitment, but I do know like I feel I'm lacking any great stone-ish friend who I can go to and be welcome to bitch to whenever I need to, or to share personal happiness.. Just by knocking on the door at any time of day.. Have a cup of tea.. Talk about the inner workings of pete.. Perhaps that is too much..

Don't fight gravity. Don't get up. Don't get up.
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x twisted x this necklace symbolizes my commitment to love myself. can i do it? im so used to hating this person...who i was...who i am...who i will be. there seems to be no end to the hatred thats been planted so deeply within me. will i ever learn...will i ever learn.. 040701
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rachel the only times i know he's committed is when he drives an hour to come see me.

other than that, he hasn't shown me anything.
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snook I don't need you, I want you. 080726
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unhinged that's a big chasm to cross
the difference between want and need
when i stand on the side of need
and you want
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