wallowing psyki despair. no, not despair. mud? green sludge. slime. herpes. some things never change. some people never think. mud? life as a phone call. confused. no, not despair. 000203 ... Equin0x You can wallow in self-pity, but you can't wallow in anger. I conclude that they have different textures. 000524 ... moonshine Willow Wallow Sip Slip and Swallow 000525 ... MollyGoLightly "Two tears in a bucket Motherfuck it." ---Lady Chablis 000525 ... Vanisher Only the weak and foolish wallow and brood upon thing that they can't change 000525 ... Arnold Zeffel Oh! to Wallow! In the cool slipery ooze On a Hot Summer day Naked and Knowing Loving the sensation Of the Slime's smoothe caress Along the length of my body In the deep folds and hollows Of my most private self Call me a Pig Just don't call me Pork Chop 001206 ... chanaka hang on a sec....lemme go wash off all the slime from my self-wallowing... 001206 ... sitting here like uninvited company in my own obscenity sitting here like wet ashes with X's in my eyes and drawing flies 010922 ... barbiturate often synonymous with fun. that can't be a good thing, can it? 010922 ... the one crying over it all and nothing at all all at once. Wallowing in self pity "oh whoa is me....how will i ever survive." Right now i realize im pretty pathetic sometimes, but not today. Today im gonna get what i want and forget about what i cant get. 020123 ... Syrope wallowing in pity is wallowing in baby oil..wallowing in anger is wallowing in fire-ant infested peanut butter. 020324 ... notme this_feeling is heavy 040605 ... gritemordle is being in a warm blanket protected against cold morning's reality 050507 ... three words wasting_time_on_blather wallowing blood_and_chocolate 051112 ... sab i just want this to end 061230 ... pete instead of wallowing this afternoon i went for a run in the snow. now that it's night time i just gotta keep busy and try not to feel. heh. its one of those things where i know i'm wearing myself down to nothing, but i can't stop it. 061230 ... does it ease the pain? yeah baby. wallowing in this deepest pit of self loathing and indulgent depression. and loving it. 100519 ... Jen I am in the deepest pit of despair and am reveling in the fact it is making me physically sick. I will be hospitalized and you will know it was all for you. 101130 what's it to you? who go blather from