lolita
grasshopper Light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta. The tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta.

She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita.
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Ruby Yes, Lolita, with your little claws. 010327
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its no use he sees her please dont stand so close to me 010328
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he starts to shake and cough 010818
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Aimee Whatever lola wants... lola gets and little man, little lola wants you.... 010818
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justy ick 010820
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ever dumbening i feel so dirty even looking at this page, maybe i should get internet eraser

i just wanted to see what the heathens were up to

cuz, uh, i mean i would never desire to pluck a sweet plum just as it's ripening, so juicy and tender
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tonya nabokov 011117
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Poe I was a child and she was a child in the kingdom by the sea...
the beautiful Annabell Lee
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sweetheart of the song tra bong Sometimes when I'm reading this book I have to put it down and close my eyes and concentrate on breathing for a little while.

oh my fucking god

this book is everything amazing

the scene with the apple gets me every time.

"Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, exhibit number one is what the seraphs, the misinformed, simple, noble-winged seraphs, envied. Look at this tangle of thorns."
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tangerine&turquoise you look 100% better when i can't see you

icing roses fall off her tongue onto matching pink sneakers
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magicforest I have been told by six different in my lifetime that I am a Lolita. 040229
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kerry i am just winking happy thoughts into a little tiddle cup. 040625
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magicforest A lot of people say I am a Lolita.

I read Nabokov just to find out.

I don't think I am.

But I do have lots of old male friends.

My friends think it's weird.

They point it out.

They act like it's funny but really --

They think it's really strange.

And wrong.

It makes me feel embarrassed.

I don't want to feel embarrassed.

I don't like feeling like I attract...

Older men. I'm not attracted to them.

They are just easier to talk to.

I can't really help it.

I wish nobody thought age matters.

I wish I could make friends.

Friends that everyone else liked too.

They aren't giving them a chance.

They aren't giving me a chance.

I feel embarrassed and angry.
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