thoughtless
*silent screams
There's
a
dam
blocking
the
flow
of
my
thoughts
,
every
so
often
water
spills
over
the
thick
branches
and
logs.
I
have
to
figure
out
whatz
holding
everything
back
before
i'm
going
to
be
"
normal
" agian.
I
have
to
push
the
enemy
away
before
they
take
over
,
before
they
turn
the
ground
of
everything
i
am
into
mush
.
i
gotta
break
the
demons
before
the
demons
break
me
...free
me
from
this
living
hell
021206
...
rage
thoughtless
when
i
want
to
be
awake
thoughtfull
when
i
need
to
be
asleep
041111
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from