aim The Schleiffen Man i try to get on it, but it gives me error messages that i can't fix cause it's not on my side... grrr.. i will hurt them or get a new screen name 000712 ... Thyartshallshant Was the stupidest. Now's the coolest. You can't skin it like icq. But everybody i know uses it. 001226 ... Dafremen is an ok toothpaste. IF you're into that kind of thing. I'm looking forward to dentures myself. 010216 ... jazzbaby surprize ready? FIRE! 010216 ... Aimee yet another nickname... this one i'm not particularily fond of.. 011009 ... : ) screen Names? 011031 ... message me I'm on AOL SuicidalAngel18@aol.com 011031 ... CheapVodka MiloGoToCollege@aol.com screen name AND address...wow 011105 ... Anne Irene Meier My initials 011106 ... whoknows i dont know any of you guys so i doubt youll be interested in talking to me. but if you are its sarahbelle426 011106 ... sphinxradio i'm not talking to you! i'm not! so excited to have self-control at last 011123 ... Casey Let me just point my gun at your crotch area and pull the trigger 011123 ... ClairE I love it, but hate AOL. I use it too much. Lets people remain in contact for years...changed the face of society (well, not AIM. But internet_communications did.) 011127 ... zenfishsticks chatting on the internet is talking to myself screaming into an abyss and hoping for an echo 020108 ... optic discretion I waste my time on it ... but I use it nonetheless (rather constantly). 020128 ... pralines&cream me (aim): aphrodite7717 me (email): aphrodite7717@hotmail.com approach me!!!!! 020128 ... bethany shawnapurv 020222 ... optic discretion xiaotianshi88 IM me ... i won't bite (most of the time at least =)) 020516 ... soshesays blatherers are online.. muahaha blather_stalker 020919 ... splinken electrolyte80 030405 ... Aimee Ophelia1721 030405 ... Bizzar SludgeFactory69 030630 ... User24 aim: asdsdjdasd22 odigo: user24 always happy to chat to any of you. 030630 ... Ambience I am adding all of you to my buddy list! Mine: Serene2369 030630 ... jane jane44079 030630 ... delial after such a long stint of text i'm always nervous to switch to live-in-the-flesh visuals // since i got broadband, i usually leave aim on all the time. .. with sappy away msgs when i'm afk. 030701 ... User24 ICQ: 168892094 030702 ... User24 project_blather_chat is a place put everyone's ICQ / AIM / MSN / Other contact details. if you want to. sorry about the miniture spamming of blather (hey, it's only on ICQ, AIM and MSN) 030707 ... MnGirl deadlybunny117 :) :) but i'm not that deadly! ;) 030816 ... screwing for vrginity AIM: mirabara11 030816 ... niska fer fuck sakes, Mn girl, join an MSN group, or some shit, & fuck off, 030817 ... niska ooh... no points there! but i suppose if we're to leave our insignia... jenniske@hotmail.com 030817 ... MnGirl niska, get a life and stop being a stupid person, people have feelings you know 030819 ... fds AIM aim 030821 ... please help me what does "Unknown Error. Error Code 1." mean? I got it the last few days I was at home on my dad's computer, but figured it was just his computer because when I got back to my apartment at school, it was fine...until today. Now I'm getting the same message every time I try to use my standard screen name, but the rest of my names work fine. If anyone has any idea as to what is going on and especially as to what I might be able to do about it, I'd appreciate any advice you might be able to offer. 030821 ... phil erase your computer. 030822 ... nomme i am blindfolded i do not know my target 030823 ... niska MnGirl: i have no access to your feelings, so if they're hurt - that's not my fault. my life is trucking along just fine, baby... 030906 ... werewolf king kong ninja...give me a howdy doo 030907 ... VoiceofDeus Maybe I'm starting this late. My AIM name is VoiceofDeus as well. Feel free to contact me. 030921 ... Dovasary Cathexis1021 IM me now. 031006 ... shinequwa my screen names that i get on are shinequwa24, celestethepest24, or celestelily24..... i think that y'all should im me and so we can have a jolly 'ol time chattin! 040116 ... lenore my sn is skinnylilmofo852. thats my nickname from my friend sarah. 040117 ... divine madness my aim is LaLadyLatina06 and my addy is la_lady_latina@yahoo.com 040526 ... kait i hate aim. i used to love it and got on it everyday. but not now. now, as a teenager, it has become permanetly etched into our lives. Steps for friendships before aim: 1)say hi and exchange names. 2)begin having conversations on a regular basis. 3)wave to each other in the halls 4)go to the movies or concerts or something out of school with each other. Now, somewhere between 0 and 4 there is: give each others screenames. and its stupid. all the converations are something like... somemetalband666: hey wuts up XimsosceneX: nm, u? somemetalband666: nm, im good lol. ximsoscenex: thats good for lol you... im pissed off. somemetalband666:y lol? Ximsoscenex:bc my bf broke up with me. we were like iming each other an then hs all like... (insert copied and pasted im convo here) somemetalband666: omg that so sux lol. ill go im him abt it ok. ximsoscenex: omg ur like such a good friend!!!! through som more random lol and lmao in there and you've got the epitoe of teens conversations today. its horrible and stupid and it seems like the only way to be friends with people is to have their IM. i cant wait till eventaully everyone gets viruses and no one can have it anymore eexcept for aol users, except aol is getting less popular and hopefully aol and aim will eventually collapse. 041002 ... sirflaccid kipload: i am sorry if i seem a little distant, it is one of those writing moods KayceethefishK: that is ok, do you mind me asking what you are writing about kipload: the past KayceethefishK: do you want to talk about it kipload: i would answer anything you ask, but i don't usually volunteer this kind of info KayceethefishK: k KayceethefishK: that is fine, i'm not going to ask you if you don't want to talk about it kipload: honestly, i really don't mind talking about anything. I am a relatively open person, and there is nothing off limits in conversation. KayceethefishK: hey email me at kayzee81@earthlink.net from now on so I can get your emails. kipload: cool KayceethefishK: i just got your email from earlier kipload: ahhh kipload: so you are the shrink in training i assume you would be good at this question thing KayceethefishK: hey if you want to talk i will listen to you. that is all a shrink does is listen and say the occasional uh huh or how did that make you feel KayceethefishK: i'm here if you ever need to talk about anything kipload: well that is one form of therapy kipload: you have caught me in a rare mood KayceethefishK: i have those days too kipload: i really don't believe one type of therapy is good for all subjects i mean look at shock therapy KayceethefishK: i agree, i have seen that it is scary kipload: so what do you want to know KayceethefishK: what is making you feel like you are in a RARE mood, and what is this rare mood kipload: i get vintage, i look at my past, the past, and i think about it. i like to be honest with myself so i just get opened up. i know it sounds really weird but that is how i write. So, if you catch me in one of those moments then nothing is off limits KayceethefishK: there is nothing wrong with looking at our past, you learn from it and it is healthy to open up with yourself, it isn't weird. i think it is a good thing for you to do. you can only grow by learning from the past. you just don't obsess with the things in the past. that is what is unhealthy kipload: exactly KayceethefishK: if you write about it great, and good for you. but if you obsess over it everyday, then you focus all your energy on the past and not on the present. same applies to people who worry about the future KayceethefishK: so what are you looking back on kipload: my child kipload: that doesn't exist KayceethefishK: ? kipload: jess and i got pregnant about a year and a half ago and she had a miscarriage KayceethefishK: i'm sorry to hear that kipload: it tore us apart KayceethefishK: do you two still talk at all, or is it over kipload: the relationship is over kipload: but we still talk occasionally kipload: nothing more KayceethefishK: does what are you writing about, have to do with the child you lost and how that made you feel kipload: it is about understanding the choices i made in the process KayceethefishK: what choices did you make kipload: my, sucking up my pride and doing what i thought was the right thing to do, yet accidentally forgetting what was important as well KayceethefishK: what did you do kipload: i got a job, the one i am currently in, worried my ass off, and tried to make sure everything was going to be ok kipload: ran around like a bee kipload: became disconnected so i could focus on that goal KayceethefishK: so what didn't you do that was important to you as well KayceethefishK: just becoming disconnected? kipload: i forgot to feel, care, enjoy the moments that at the time didn't know were going to be so few KayceethefishK: and that tore the relationship apart? KayceethefishK: where you excited about the baby? kipload: it started it kipload: yes and no KayceethefishK: yes because, no because kipload: yes, because of us, and for her. no, because of the circumstances KayceethefishK: she didn't want to get pregnant? kipload: not at that time no, but eventually it was one of her favorite dreams KayceethefishK: did you two talk about having a family and getting serious before the baby came to be kipload: yes kipload: slightly in jest, but in jest there is truth KayceethefishK: the truth is? kipload: we were still too young to think that far ahead. yeah it was a thought, but it didn't seem to be to close to a reality. KayceethefishK: how did you feel when she lost the baby kipload: hurt kipload: loss kipload: betrayed KayceethefishK: was the hurt because she lost the baby, or that you knew things were going to be different between you and her kipload: the loss KayceethefishK: what made you feel betrayed kipload: i had done my job, made sure everything was going to be ok. after all of that worrying, it was over without anymore time to enjoy it. KayceethefishK: are you saying that you felt robbed of the joy kipload: not so much robbed as cheated KayceethefishK: did you ever express this with her or visa versa kipload: i tried KayceethefishK: did you want to make it work after the baby was gone KayceethefishK: and she didn't KayceethefishK: or was it mutual kipload: no we tried KayceethefishK: ah k kipload: it didn't end after that, on paper anyway KayceethefishK: ? kipload: we never broke up per say, just emotionally separated KayceethefishK: been there. today would you still want to be with her? kipload: i can't, she can't, we can't KayceethefishK: are you still in love with her kipload: honestly kipload: i will hold a part of my heart for her KayceethefishK: does that make it hard for you to move on kipload: haven't figured that out yet KayceethefishK: does it feel weird that you are telling me such personal stuff to someone you don't really know kipload: like i said it is one of those moods KayceethefishK: just because you are in one of those moods doesn't mean that you feel comfortable about it. kipload: i am not, uncomfortable KayceethefishK: if I had just started talking to you today would you have told me all this kipload: i don't know KayceethefishK: what are you thinking right now kipload: that's a good one KayceethefishK: ? kipload: where do i go from here? KayceethefishK: were would you like to see yourself go from here kipload: that's an even better one KayceethefishK: i'm serious kipload: i don't think i have that kind of vision, i don't claim to see the future kipload: i think it is a day by day ride KayceethefishK: it’s not about seeing the future. you can't. but you can have a goal to work towards kipload: you can only plan tangible things. feelings, emotions, and those things cannot be predicted. so if it is a general question about my career, my future family, then i could give you an idea. but if you are referring to issues of the heart then i am afraid i can't answer that. KayceethefishK: i was referring to life. try not to think of long term goal. think short term, tonight, tomorrow, a week, you can't build long term goals unless you make the small term goals first to help you get there. if you think, “my goal is to be in college a year from now,” you probably won't make it if you don't make the short term goals. like. tomorrow i'm going to work overtime, take that little bit of money save it for college, next week i'm going to make plans to visit this school. do you follow or have I completely lost you kipload: no i can follow along pretty well KayceethefishK: good kipload: as far as "her and i" is concerned there is no plan, no idea. KayceethefishK: and that is ok kipload: i don't plan around other people kipload: they have separate feelings and emotions. remember, that is something we can't predict KayceethefishK: no you can't, i'm not asking you to predict them. i'm not asking you to predict you and her. i was asking. now that you are at this point, where do YOU want to go? you say you don't know where to go next. what way would YOU like to direct your life, not emotions, toward. you can do that and your goal for that could change tomorrow, but it is a sense of direction kipload: i have a sense of direction kipload: it comes true everyday KayceethefishK: k KayceethefishK: do you like your job kipload: yes i do KayceethefishK: well that is good KayceethefishK: are you still in your mood kipload: probably will be until i fall asleep KayceethefishK: it is about that time for you isn't it kipload: sometime soon i would suppose kipload: around this time usually KayceethefishK: did you get your new cell phone kipload: no it didn't come in today kipload: should be there tomorrow i guess KayceethefishK: are you getting sleepy kipload: yeah it is getting about that time KayceethefishK: do you feel any better talking to me kipload: never really felt badly, just honestly KayceethefishK: k kipload: well i think i am going to jump off here KayceethefishK: k kipload: later on KayceethefishK: bye kipload: ditto 050302 ... Pliny the Elderberry amaretto injected massage 050302 ... jane xlaurenmargaux 050302 ... jane (also sirflaccid: i found that conversation moving, inspiring, relieving that people still really communicate) 050302 ... sirflaccid Thank you for your words Jane. I would like to admit that I am an admirer of you here in this deep blue world we refer to as blather. 050303 ... jane i am humbled by admirers, and in a very oldephebe sense prostrate myself 050304 ... sirflaccid The transmission of thought is all we really have. Please, do not lay you down in awe, of things that should come so natural. 050306 ... Freak Im sorry that it took that loss to finally enable you to have the day-by-day perspective. Perhaps it was a life lesson that you needed to learn more than you knew and this is what it took to get it across. ...and a GOOD shrink DOES ask questions. Not just the occasional uh huhs and "how did that make you feel?" 050308 ... sirflaccid "In all reality," I would have liked to have done without a few moments. (I assume this could be a shared perspective.) But, on that same note, never change a thing. I am glad to be the man I think you wanted me to become. You, and only you, will always be the perfect shrink. Honestly, who really wants someone to just listen all of the time? I hope whenever you cross my words, the thought behind them is clear. I will try my best to never bring shame or mal-intent your way. It is good to KNOW that you are still around. YFLG 050308 ... sirflaccid By the way, I am not inebriated this evening. 050308 ... devilbunny I need to do some cleaning. I've got so many people on my buddy list that I never talk to anymore. 061111 ... once again SleepieCloud - AIM 080430 ... once again SleepieCloud - AIM 080430 what's it to you? who go blather from