nocturnal mikey is adorable 010309 ... nocturnal thank you. you're the best! 010309 ... mikey the only thing im best at is being me. im the best me anyone could ever be. 010309 ... nocturnal well, I just got home and my own family (except my faithful dog of course) was not here to greet me. 010309 ... mikey at least you got blather! us! 010310 ... nocturnal actually, it's more like just you. not that that's not enough or anything, but I've been blathering for quite a while now and you are the only one who has bothered to respond. course, that's why you're my favourite. I'm still kinda bored and pissed off, though. oh well, whatcha gonna do? 010310 ... mikey im bored to dear. bored bored bored. 010310 ... nocturnal boredom always seems to bring people to blather. it's a good time killer. well, if other people are actually on to respond to what you say. that's always nice. I was all alone for a while there. that probably put me in my mood. I can't stand being ignored. 010310 ... mikey your not being ignored 010310 ... nocturnal I know, I'm just being bitter and stupid. I'm sorry, you can stop bothering to read my crap. I feel like all I've been doing all night is bitching and feeling sorry for myself. I've got to learn to keep those things to myself and not expect other people to care about my stupid petty issues that mean nothing. I think I'll just go now. 010310 ... mikey if you go then i will be here alone you nutcase 010310 ... nocturnal you would honestly rather read my self-pittying crap than be alone? maybe we should find something interesting to talk about, get my mind off of how pathetic I've been the past few hours. oh, and to make it worse, my friend ryan, yeah, he went out w/ one of our friends who swears no one picked up when she called a bunch of times. funny, I've been here all night. I hate liars. but anyway, how are things with you? 010310 ... mikey im actually on the verge of tears, shaking and quite depressed right now. worse i dont feel like explaining it its to complex and i dont feel like typing it out. 010310 ... nocturnal sounds like we're just great company for each other. you're sad about whatever it is you're sad about and I'm completely and utterly alone. might be more helpful if we were able to communicate beyond this cold, flat screen. 010310 ... mikey well i cant email ya to your normal since yo usaid you cant access it! 010310 ... nocturnal I'm using another one to blather right now, though. 010310 ... mikey okee dokee i just emailed ya 010310 ... monadh I am hopeless I can never seem to sleep at night though a part of me is always dreaming 010310 ... johnny west Sleep is overrated. 010310 ... nocturnal I disagree. I love sleep, I just wish I could get more of it. sleep is the most peaceful state, nothing could possibly be of any real trouble to you when you are asleep. I love that. 010310 ... johnny west Sleep is underrated. 010310 ... nocturnal now ya got the right idea. 010310 ... mikey sleep is like sex its underrated if your not getting any! 010310 ... johnny west I'll drink to that!!! (Of course, I sleep TOO much). 010311 ... nocturnal man, I miss johnny. where's he been? 010327 ... johnny west I'm here! I can't believe you missed me. I'm so happy you're back! Yippeeee! 010327 ... nocturnal YAY!!!! of course I missed you fool! you're the funniest blatherer ever. 010327 ... johnny west Well, the least sane blatherer, anyway. I was never really away. I just slipped into different crevices. But YOU...you vanished for a little while. I wasn't the same without you. Now I can be my crazy self again! 010327 ... nocturnal let the flow of insanity now resume. 010327 ... johnny west If you want to read something terrible that makes no sense, check out: singing_about_cows_and_penises. Guaranteed to kill a few brain cells. 010327 ... nocturnal that was awesome. I read it a few times just to make SURE it was absolutely senseless, and you were right. 100% ridiculous. I loved it. 010327 ... nocturnal my quote for the day: "sometimes I rock so hard, I actually cause myself physical pain. being as cool as I am is both a curse and a blessing, kids. be thankful you're just your average self." 010423 ... Dafremen I attribute whatever measure of success I ultimately achieve in life to the mediocrity of my peers. - Roger Dafremen - - - 010424 ... nocturnal I am so not rockin today. I have a final to finish. It won't take that long and it's really not all that difficult, but something, some unidentifiable, incredibly strong force is keeping me from doing it. I am a moron. No, slacker is a better term. No, procrastinator is even more accurate. I'm all these things. I am a wonderful person. I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and doggonit, people like me. 010503 ... Dafremen Plus you've got WESSON-ALITY. 010503 ... nocturnal otay, kids. I'm off. 'bout to go to the last calculus class of my life. Unless of course there is a hell after all, for eternal damnation surely includes calculus. after that it's off to new_orleans for jazz fest and cinco de mayo!!! I'll talk to y'all upon my return sunday night. lata!!! 010504 ... nocturnal this will be my last ever blather about calculus, I swear. well, unless I get all nostalgic and decide to relive my bitching. but anyway, I want to apologize to everyone for having used up so much damn blather space with my whining and crying about calculus. anyway, I have my final today at 2pm central. please wish me good luck. it's all I got. I sure as hell don't have the knowledge or ability. this has been proven repeatedly. otay, off to "study" this crap for the last time ever in life. 010512 ... Kontrol Ahh..I love the smell of calculus in the morning. it smells like...Kontrol. Good to see you concentrating on your studies my dear. Good luck. 010512 ... nocturnal thanks. I definitely need it. especially since I'm sitting here blathering when I should be studying. one hour left!!! this won't end well. 010512 ... nocturnal otay, well I'm getting disconnected. no one will be able to talk to me for days. this is awful. I don't know what I'm going to do. well, later y'all. 010512 ... denzel Whaddaya mean "disconnected"? What the fuck is that shit? 010512 ... nocturnal well, my fucking dad unplugged my computer without warning. I'll be back tomorrow night. if you're not there, well then. that's too bad. all I have to say is.....take me to bed then or lose me forever. 010512 ... DannyH howmanypeoplecanyoufitonyourbed 010513 ... johnny west I wanted to say goodbye to you last night, but you weren't around. So here it comes. I'm off to Bibione, where I will drink lots of wine and hit on Italian men and women. What fun. See you in a couple weeks. I'll miss ya. 010519 ... nocturnal goddamnit! I'm so sorry. otay...well...not like you'll read this before you get back or anything, but my fucking internet connection has been screwing up and I couldn't get online for more than about 2 minutes for the past 2 days. it seems like it's fixed now, though, so we'll see. anyway, I hope you have/had whatever...fun with all the fat italian women and I'm sooo sorry I didn't get to tell you good bye. 010520 ... johnny breaks out the booze Nevermind that. You've got a job! 010604 ... Dafremen Speaking of a job. How were those Italian women anyhow? I'm assuming that as a tourist in a land full of proud macho and not always particularly tolerant Italian males, you decided against researching the bi and homosexual male population during your visit. If not...how were the Italians in the job department? 010604 ... johnny west Greg (one of the few english-speaking guys I talked to) said that the women were "worth cutting body parts off for". Er...I'm not so sure about that. I think I saw about half a dozen young ladies who I thought were kind of sexy. That was about it. Plenty of breasts and asses (which was enough for Greg - he exclaimed: "Fuck! Even the old chicks are hot!"), but that doesn't do it for me. And, unfortunately, I can't say I found one disgusting fat Italian woman. Although there was that topless one at the pool... And the sex, as expected, was unforthcoming. Jobs of the sexy kind I know nothing of. Shooby dooby doo. 010604 ... Dafremen Perhaps you weren't slutty enough Johnny. Might I suggest that next time you show up in the Hotel restaurant dressed in marinera sauce? If anyone asks what you're doing announce that someone ordered spaghetti with meat sauce and you're there to make sure that person is NOT disappointed. Works every time for me down at the Kiwanis Pancake Breakfast.(I substitute the marinera sauce for melted butter and syrup and mention that I'm "Calcium Enriched" and "Strong enough for a man, but PH balanced for a woman" since I don't care to attract any same-sex consumers.) Armed with this strategy I hardly feel it necessary to wish you good luck on your next European adventure. 010604 ... Dafremen Where ARE you lady? I've been looking all OVER for you. If the water doesn't get to you, the boredom will. - The Dali Lama (on life in exile) 010608 ... nocturnal at work I'm here. the reason I'm a bit quiet today is that I brought a book to read, so I'm not forced to beat the boredom by blathering. I've been posting stuff when someone strikes a mood in me to do so (popular). so sorry. anything in particular you wanted me for, or did you just miss my presence in general? 010608 ... Dafremen I wouldn't go so far as to say I MISSED you so much as I found the lack of your presence unusual. Hows everything going today? 010608 ... nocturnal at work it's so sad how you can't bring yourself to admit that you missed me. but no need, for I am sure that it's true. everything's fine, nothing too exciting. but, since you claim not to miss me, I guess I'll just get back to my book now. good day. 010608 ... Dafremen I don't imagine I even need to TELL you how truly EVIL you can be do I? 010608 ... nocturnal at work only if you want to join my friends when they tell me repeatedly, "damn, liz. you really ARE the devil." 010608 ... nocturnal at work goin home. bad weather. might not get back on today 010608 ... Dafremen __=___=___===____===___=====__=___=__====___=___=___===___=______ __==__=__=___=__=___=____=____=___=__=___=__==__=__=___=__=______ __=_=_=__=___=__=________=____=___=__====___=_=_=__=====__=______ __=__==__=___=__=___=____=____=___=__=___=__=__==__=___=__=______ __=___=___===____===_____=_____===___=___=__=___=__=___=__=====__ 010608 ... Dafremen yuck that didn't come out so good as I had hoped. 010608 ... nocturnal as long as it's decipherable, it's good. I like it. 010608 ... nocturnal goddamn this place practically shut down after I left. that's kinda sad. maybe I should quit my job so that I can make more time to maintain blather during the day. 010611 ... Dafremen I know I'd chip in to maintain ya. (Would that make you a "kept" woman?) 010611 ... nocturnal it just might, and you have NO idea how expensive I am to maintain. your family would inevitably suffer, maybe even to the point of starvation. think I'm worth it? 010611 ... Dafremen Dear as an Aries I happen to know that what you WANT and what you actually NEED to appear as if you HAVE everything you want are two different things entirely. I believe that with a little help from my fellow blatherskites I could afford the latter and you're just resourceful enough to get by on that much. 010611 ... nocturnal as an aries, I fully expect people to not only give me everything I ask of them, but to want to give it to me. I am not resourceful if I don't have to be and if you fail to give me what I want, I can find someone else who will. until then, I remain employed and blather (AND YOU whether you will admit it or not) may have to suffer as a result. 010611 ... nocturnal ya know what I just now realised? I am, in at least this one sense, no different here than I am in real life. That one sense is that all the people I talk to the most are males. Just look at this page. It's me and a bunch of guys, except that one monadh person, but I'm not even sure that's a she, and (s)he was just talking about the word nocturnal, not me (which is absolutely fine). This has to say something about me, I'm having a bit of trouble figuring out what. 010611 ... Dafremen I think it sez that you're addicted to men...me in particular. 010612 ... nocturnal someone's a bit too sure of themselves I believe. and how do you know it doesn't mean that it is the men (you in particular) that are addicted to me? 010612 ... Dafremen Touche' 010612 ... nocturnal I know. but I was actually thinking about this earlier and it occured to me that the reason I get along better with guys is simply that I'm more afraid of girls. being one myself, I know how brutally judgemental they can be and I think I'm worried they won't like me. how incredibly pathetic is that? 010612 ... Dafremen Ok I KNOW deep down in my heart that what I'm suppose to do is comfort you. And I think I can manage that, but BEFORE I do, I want you to know that the FIRST thing that popped into DAFREMEN's mind to say was "Pretty pathetic." but that's mainly because he goes for effect entirely too often. The truth of the matter is noc that I think it's a very healthy way for a person to think. Not just you, a woman, but anyone. Guys have fairly simple rules most of the time, cept when it comes to sex...then salesmanship and flim-flammery prevail as to the victor go the goodies or so they say. Women are EXTREMELY judgemental and in reality can be more competitive than men in many ways, which is stressful over the long haul. I applaud your decision and No, I don't think it's an unhealthy one in the least. - Dafremen's real world persona Roger _____ (censored to avoid name association between myself and that incorrigible Dafremen character) Aight, back..what was I gunna say again? Oh yea! Pretty pathetic noc...pretty pathetic. - - 010612 ... nocturnal you really shouldn't have felt the need to comfort me, I'm not sad about it. I appreciate the gesture and all, but if that's how I am, that's how I am; afraid of my own kind. oh well, enough of that. all I care about now is that in a matter of minutes I'll be on my way to see alkaline trio for the first time. I am sooooo psyched! 010612 ... Dafremen What the hell are you talking about "comfort you"? Didn't you hear me lady? I said pretty pathetic...go out there and make some friends dammit! Oh and enjoy the show...hope they don't suck live. 010612 ... nocturnal oh, right. sorry, my mistake. anyway, the show ROCKED! they totally did not suck live. they kicked such ass! and no motiv and dashboard confessional were pretty good, too. 010612 ... nocturnal woohoo! I'm back. you have no idea how hard it was going so long without a computer. goddamn! that was, like, five days straight I believe. torture. anyway, I'm back now, so all is well. 010822 ... Aimee i've missed you hon.... it's so nice to have you back. *hugs* 010822 ... Dafremen Alright loca....where the hell are ya? 010918 ... nocturnal aw, how cute. he misses me. gotta go...class time. 010919 ... Dafremen Hey...I'm just updating my information databases alright. Knowing where yer at is a crucial piece of information that many possible outcomes hinge upon. Take New York City for instance...during this lull in my vigilance, you disappeared and concidentally(?) a major terror attack was launched on our nation's largest city and it's military nerve center. Sounds like the kind of thing you'd be behind...it's got "noc" written all over it. So evil woman...start explaining... 010919 ... nocturnal no comment. don't ever mention this again. 010919 ... pontifier somewhere out there, someone's feeling everything up in my flow, and saying, "damn! I feel everything up in his flow!" God Bless that one person 011216 ... ClairE (a *female* fan) I like to read her. Also, my friend once wrote a poem titled "Chocolate Bat". That is nocturnal. 011216 ... nocturnal hmmm. otay. thanks, kids. 011217 ... pontifier oh yea, that pole? You know the one in me arse? Well, it's still there. I have an appointment for late Feb. You know how that goes. Anyway, am I crazy if I go to sleep everynight and hope that it's magically gone when I get up for my midnight bladder evacuation? Ah screw it, eh? Thanks for asking, eh? 011227 ... DannyH I seem to remember we had some sort of deal. You're not the sort of girl who'd just use a man to moisten your lips and then leave him unsatisfied are you? 020110 ... ClairE hey now! and her roommate Amanda and I were all walking to the dining hall, and I think we were having a conversation about bats, and Amanda said, "I think they are nocturnal," and hey now! and I just looked at each other and tripped over our tongues trying to explain to Amanda/brush it off. 020110 ... nocturnal terribly sorry, danny. I've been meaning to email you forever...well, since I got your generous gifts. but I'm a procrastinator and a damn lazy piece of shit. you know how it goes. I can't thank you enough. you're the bestest. 020110 ... Norm You make me so hot... 020110 ... DannyH Tell me something funny. I need cheering up and you owe me. 020505 ... DannyH So what have you learned since you've been away? What news of the outside world? 020725 ... phil today 020729 ... Varekai fortune comes to those who wait for the nocturnal instict within themselves to emerge 030227 ... Dafremen Dear noc, This page is advertising your laziness. Chop chop and cheerio sister! Get yer butt in gear and put these folx in their place! Daf 030626 ... nocturnal shut the fuck up. you can't tell me what to do. 030818 ... nocturnal my roommate was just telling me how I get in these severely overly-critical moods where I basically get very angry and go off on everything that I find stupid and/or pointless (which is a lot). me? overly-critical? well, I never! it's his fault for making me watch elimidate. I think everyone on that show (and all other similar shows that are indiscernible from each other) should be sterilized immediately after the show...or maybe it would be better before so as to avoid any risk that the "lucky" winner and the prize don't accidentally make a little elimidate, jr. is that so wrong? I'm considering writing up a bill proposal and sending it to the proper officials. I'm not so sure it wouldn't become law. it would, after all, be for the good of man kind and future generations thereof. and he has the nerve to accuse me of being critical. I simply have high standards and good taste, not to mention more class than the general public. I can hardly be to blame for that, can I? 031118 ... Doar hey nighttime dweller. i'd sign your bill in a heartbeat. 031119 ... yoink i was looking at lauren and randomly found nocturnal at the bottom, so now i write this, just because i remember her from the last time i wandered in this room, many months ago while i'm sure everyone has left at some point, its just funny that when i walk back in, everyone seems to still be here. like they're run by robots. it's like going back to your hometown. you see other people coming back for a visit, and they see you. they can't help but assume you've been here the whole time, and you'll never leave. they won't know any better...nobody talks anymore, but that's a good thing, right? maybe? no? those situations are so awkward, and you always have to keep up appearances, even if you don't really care that much, you somehow manage to. none of that really has anything to do with nocturnal, it just reminded me. how's life? 060124 ... nocturnal I'm pretty sure most of us aren't run by robots...although I can really only speak for myself, and I assure you I am not run by robots. but moving on, life is good. I'm in my first year of law school, so that's probably why I've slowly but surely started hanging around here again - school work always makes me want to waste time here. lived in dublin for a bit last year, haven't thought about much else but going back ever since. other than that, it's just life as usual. 060124 ... yoink i visited dublin once for a few days. i loved it. some people said there wasn't much to do, but i had a blast. i'm looking at law school now, too, but i'm not telling anyone. i didn't get my undergrad degree in pre-law, so anyone i tell about my law school considerations asks too many questions. i want to do patent law, as boring as that sounds 060707 ... nocturnal law school is SOOOO fun! probably don't hear that too often, but that's probably because you've been talking to people who get good grades. just got back from 7 weeks in europe, went back to dublin for a weekend, of course. still amazing. have you thought about where you'd want to go if you do go to law school? LSU is the most fun law school in the country. sure, baton rouge is a barren pit of crap, but the upshot of that is that people have nothing better to do than drink all the time, and that's exactly what we do. it's amazing to walk out of hours of mind-numbing class to professors standing around a keg, holding stacks of cups for the students. seriously, law school rocks...well, until about a month before finals. then it's hell. but other than that it's mostly parties. of course, that's just my school. I have no idea what goes on elsewhere. the moral of this unnecessarily long-winded tale: keep me updated on your decision process. hm. probably should have posted this on yoink. ah, well. 060722 ... DannyH Hey Noc, where'd you go in Europe? Don't tell me you came to London and didn't tell me. 060722 ... nocturnal not this time. I was there for a weekend last year at the end of my ireland trip. thought about seeing if you could meet up, but I only had one day, so I did the obligatory tourist stuff. I was less than impressed. next time, though, I want the local's tour, so you'll be the first to know if I'm heading to england. 060723 ... DannyH Glad to hear it. London's a good place to live, not so great for a short visit. Dublin on the other hand, is great for five minutes or a lifetime. I must go back... 060725 ... misstree the worst part is that everyone is asleep when i most want company i know why cats go crazy at night 070410 ... yoink i clicked on your name to see if you still post anything, and you do i hope i still look at blather when i'm 90, if i get that far i hope there is a holographic blather in 2070 wow, my posts are really getting shitty 070619 ... yoink i keep coming back here occasionally to see if you've returned, but no such luck yet maybe i'll check again in a year :) 080824 ... yoink i still come back here! you a big shot attorney now? can i have a job? i do IP! 090209 ... nocturnal I guess I'm a lawyer...kind of. but I'm looking to get out of the game. I'm hoping maybe to get a job with the green project or something similar. we'll see. I'll keep you posted. 090315 ... yoink hey 100804 ... yoink sad face :( 110120 ... yoink hi 200630 what's it to you? who go blather from