undergrad
megan
i
shouldn't
have
gone
to
those
awards
it
just
makes
me
feel
like
i'm
striving
toward
the
wrong
goal
or
something
like
whatever
i
turned
in
was
turned
down
and
spat
upon
(
i'm
sure
that
didn't
happen
,
but
it's
my
fear
)
i
get
really
good
grades
.
but
i
don't
think
that
my
work
is
above
average
.
maybe
i'm
just
not
cut
out
for
creative
writing
.
poetry
seems
to
be
kicking
me
while
i'm
down
.
060524
...
pete
one
more
day
of
class
,
the
classes
in
two
courses,
the
honours
project
,
and
two
take
home
exams
and
then
it's
over
.
070331
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from