ruptured
typhoid this week has been the week of dead things.
and things forgotten
and things lost
people
places
things
brealing
leaving
and though i've managed to keep myself emotionally quarantined more or less
i still don't think i will ever be able to look her straight in the eye again
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unhinged eek

bad bad bad memories
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openyourbelly it's like a spleen,
blood spilling everywhere,
and not from
the heart.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from