mangled ~gez~ this one time, at band camp, we were playing football, and this guy did a bicycle kick, but he missed the ball, and hit someones glasses, and they broke, and glass went in his eye, so you could say he has a glass eye. [read in a question statement tone] 020823 ... unhinged ouch beyond hurt_feelings broken_hearted 181018 ... f I'm not sure how aware you are of what the real problems are I can promise you none of this is about impressing people it's about getting through to the other side the money would have helped me to make this process faster or even safer but there wasn't any offered to me because maybe nobody had any they could give or lend to me. nobody has to help others become rich and famous but someone should help people that are in desperate need no for a career or to be happy but because they aren't safe. you can't ever say you love someone when you simply watch them struggle. so my evaluation of all of this is: there isn't anyone out there that wants to help me. so why then should I help all of these people without anything to show they are thankful not to be in my position right now. 181018 what's it to you? who go blather from