claire spd She means more to me than anyone dares imagine. She's my reason for getting up each morning, the face that brightens each day. The person I bind my emotions to so that we both might become stronger. The last thought to pass through my mind at the end of the day is always of her, and I sleep all the better. I do everything I can to make her life as enjoyable as she can make mine, and succeed on occasion. I could be with her for hours and be content to only look into her eyes. I could sit with her on the phone and be comforted only by the sound of her breath. I know the contours of her hands better than my own. When she's sad, all I want is to have her curl up in my arms and sleep... if only there was the time. She has been the cause in me of more tears and joy than any other one person... and as much as it hurts sometimes, I need to cry too. I am as devoted to her as one can be to any hope or dream. She is both intelligent and beautiful; the perfect balance of the two. A sympathetic smile from her can heal any mood I'm in -- and boy can I brood when I want to. Nothing is as soothing as her voice in the half hour before bed each night... and I put up with each day just so that it can end with a phone call from her. While she's active, extroverted, and sometimes too silly for me... it's when she's at peace that she touches me the most. She is as forgiving of me as I am of her, even if we do have silly fights. I wish I came home to her every night, and woke up with her every morning. If she could only see how I love to look on her while she sleeps... and how beautiful she is even then. I hope she knows everything that I feel... and that my perfect moment is one falling asleep with her in my arms -- with no other care in the world. Few people understand her, and many who know me have given up trying. I know it's hard for her to take, and as much as I wish I could reconcile both sides, I have neither the heart to be the messenger of the scorn of others nor the courage or clairvoyance to convince them they are wrong. I know they'll disapprove of this, but I know her as well as anyone ever will. Claire is love, if only to me. 010301 ... Claire Damn, that's not me. 011126 ... ever dumbening like any good yoga or tai chi teacher will remind you: Don't Forget to Breathe 011126 ... Annie111 Claire is my friend, she is at college. And she hearts this site, (dig my emoness). What is emo anyway? god, it is so annoying when people are like, "i love emo" I love big beefy truck drivers who have mutt dogs and build their kids treehouses for christmas. I also heart claire. 011127 ... ClairE Auto response from AngryQuail (9:00:04 PM): I know Annie won't be surprised, but I'm peeing...be right back, Joanna. Joanna (9:00:23 PM): man, peeing again, you small_bladder_girl 011127 ... nah....! claire seems like fun. 011127 ... ClairE Well, Claire_IS_fun! Never used one of these before; let's see if she can figure it out (seems like the right occasion): ^_^ Yay, she did it! 011127 ... Norm You have the whiniest voice that I've ever imagined. 011128 ... Aaron claire already has her name in blather and she has been here for less than a week. congrats. 011128 ... ClairE Thank you. 011128 ... Grievance my you are prolific. congratulations. unless that would intertwine with your lack of livelyhood, i hope it intertwines with your like of livelyhood. nice to read you. er, meet. 011130 ... ClairE Why thanks. I am a BIG_dork. Just ask Annie111. 011201 ... go toot norm is a stupidhead 011201 ... opie . Norm, you are the most irritating and fucked up dumbfuck who's ever stepped foot on blather. You need to shut the fuck up if you were making fun of ClairE's voice, because I happen to know that she has a beautiful one. So fuck_you, dumbfuck. 011201 ... ClairE Sorry opie . I am the most irritating dumbfuck who's ever stepped foot on blather. You have my word on that. 011201 ... whoknows yeah she is. but we like her anyway! 011201 ... ClairE with her e-mail address Oh, I weep with joy, whoknows! 011202 ... Norm Whoa, Whoa, Whoa. Where did you come from? I've never even actually heard her voice before, I just imagine it to be very squeaky. Oh opie, you sad magically appearing elf. Also, ClairE, I'm sorry if I offended you, that was not my intent. 011202 ... ClairE Oh, no, you did not. I understand you weren't trying to say anything personal--my understanding of blather is to get your thoughts associated with a certain word or phrase out there into the blue (or red)...also, I would never call myself an irritating dumbfuck... 011202 ... ClairE And Opie...thanks. I guess. ::cringes from controversy:: 011202 ... opie . Opie loves you, dear. 011202 ... shiva you're blather stalking me. i love it. 011202 ... ClairE : D you know it, baby. 011202 ... ClairE is fucking SAD sometimes. Shit. 011205 ... ClairE Ah, she'll be okay. I think I just agree with fat_suit. And I keep pinching the bridge of my nose to stay awake. At twelve-twenty in the afternoon. 011206 ... roomite... i never knew Claire, but i'm sorry to hear that she passed away recently. i'm told she was a tribute to her sex... 011206 ... shiva don't cry. 011217 ... ClairE I haven't yet. If it's that important to you. 011218 ... Annie111 Is fucking awesome. I love Claire, just for the record. She understands almost everything you tell her. I bet if she were in kindergarten, the teacher would be like, "that claire. she thinks outside the box." 011218 ... Jenna So when blather starts to saturate life on the outside: Last night we were driving somewhere, and we passed this road, Quail Way. And BOOM! Claire popped into my head. HA! 011220 ... ClairE I've always loved my name. No one dislikes it. Boys really go wild for it, in some secret place. I was told it suited me. I didn't like her, but my heart thrilled anyway. Don't you like it when your heart thrills? 011220 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge chocolate E-claire chocolate Oh-claire ¿[which is it]? 011221 ... cube it's inevitable ;-) ... 011221 ... the Queen of Hearts cLaIRe, do you, as it does truly appear, post under every blather there is? Maybe you should stop, think a little more and blathe under only those that truly matter to you. You're starting to sound like chrity. 011221 ... ClairE Nope. I don't, surprisingly enough. Gotta go eat. Would you like me to pick you up a tart? 011221 ... necromancy this is the coolest thing that has happened to me in a while. this chick named claire came to my house with aliana and jeff and she was totally naked. it turns out she wanted to fuck me really badly. shit, she was kinda hot. i hope that naked chick comes back.... 011225 ... ClairE ::blushes:: 011226 ... Jenna one of the rising_blather_stars 011230 ... kerry ClairE blathes a lot!!!!!! (that's a good thing, mind you.) 011230 ... hey now! hi claire! =) 011230 ... Jenna I logged AIM... where are you? 020103 ... Jenna sorry I walked into the other room for a sec and forgot I was talking to you... I suck, please forgive me.... 020103 ... ellen cherry charles its always struck me as a pure name, with some mystery mixed in reminds me of the French countryside (where I have never been) or of waiflike wisps of girls with long dark brown hair or of one energetic child i babysit who, at 2 and a half, I can hold intelligent conversations with 020106 ... ClairE Oh, Ellen Cherry. You only wear cotton panties. 020107 ... Persona i'm sure she's a nice girl, but there's a constant stream of crap coming from her keyboard. Everyone would benefit if she'd realize that blather isn't a chatroom, and it's definitely not a contest for ditzbags to see who can fill whole pages with their witless annoying tripe. Thinking before typing isn't such a bad idea. i promise. Yeah that was abrasive, but damn i feel better. i'd just hate to see blather lose its integrity 020111 ... Annie111 Why don't you shut up. For real. I LOVE CLAIRE. 020116 ... Persona so why dontcha MARRY her? Intelligent, Annie. i'm impressed. 020117 ... pralines&cream I talked to ClairE on AIM!!! Yayers! hi ClairE :) 020121 ... Jenna Persona, don't be so concerned with blather's "integrity". As we all know, blather is an experiment, and it is ever envolving, and somedays you love it, and somedays you don't. Also, did you ever stop to consider the irony of you worrying about blather losing integrity and you coming on and engaging in name-calling and unconstructive criticism? I don't know about you, but I found it kinda funny. *smooch* 020121 ... Persona That was a good arguement, Jenna, and i won't take much more room on this string with my ranting.... but that's what blather is, much more so than many things. It's a place to rant, and if something irks me, it's my right to blathe about it. i stand by my arguements and opinions. *smooches back* 020121 ... Arwyn I hope she doesn't take offence at this, but I truly think she needs a good rogering... seriously.. this girl is repressing way too much good sexual energy... besides, I'm sure she's a pretty one... she can find someone with ease I'm sure. :) 020122 ... ellen cherry charles And what's wrong with white_cotton_panties, may I ask? 020127 ... jim downside i have always walked, trying to stand my tallest, but i always seemed to be looking up at people and no one would really bother to look down at me. every once and a while someone would take a knee and try and comfort me; but never for long. one day, as i walked around looking up at everyone i ran into someone. unsure how i didnt see them, i looked down to see you looking back at me, eyelevel and smiling. 020412 ... blatherite<-- I enjoy your thoughts. When I first discovered Blather I was amazed at the whole concept. I began to write while continuing to read as much as I could. I wanted to become as popular of a blatherer as you and silentbob, yummychuckle,Annie111, and all of the other people whose names I kept seeing on so many different pages. Thanks for everything you have written. although this is the first time I have directed anything I have written towards you and I have never met/talked to you, you have a special place in my heart and I have a great deal of respect for you. Thanks again and please don't ever stop. 021111 ... gasp morphine 021228 ... morphine. oh but you are wrong so very, very wrong 021228 ... x no, we all know you're stacey i was speaking of the song 021228 ... mark sandman treat me wrong, honey i don't care 021228 ... morphine. thanks daxle 021228 ... morphine. but wait youre still wrong and since im sure you dont really give a fuck please leave me alone. 021228 ... daxle i'm sure that your life revolves around self pity and self Everything nice try attempting to take it out on me 021228 ... oh and btw Save Yourself 021228 ... morphine. how sharp of you, daxle. youre right but at least i can admit it. 021228 ... x the next step after admission is progression 021228 ... ClairE TOTALLY AWESOME!!! 030324 ... breathless I'm a big fan of Claire Chan 030324 ... cube She's back! Long time no see. Why the long absence? ... 030426 ... trixie Danes is really cool. 030617 ... ruecksprung is that girl in breat easton ellis' book "less than zero". 031007 ... Freak I have read all your recent blather about this girl and I have to admit I am slightly jealous. When I read what you say I try to put myself in your place and just reading about it makes me feel like I am wrapped in layers of velvet obsession. seems that you know what truely 'pure' love is 031028 ... sirflaccid How great it would be to let someone know that you care for them that much. -Or maybe they weren't listening- 031028 ... Death of a Rose is morphine for the masses 031029 ... lucien My Claire has small breasts, like a little boy. But her nipple are huge, symbols of sensuality 050201 ... Bespeckled Were you in Boston a couple of weeks ago? If you were, I swear I saw you on the T. 070918 ... ClairE Hey, Bespeckled. Most likely you did see me on the T, because I've lived in Boston since 2005. Sorry for the late response! 090310 ... vince I love claire but she has a boy friend and i once loved a girl with a boy friend and she loved me back and the experience of life has just seemed boring since so maybe i don't love claire 090415 ... Bespeckled I AM still in Boston! I live in Central Square now. I was 16 or 17, too. And I lived in California then. Crazy! 091101 what's it to you? who go blather from