kryptonite Q Where am I? It's Friday night, So obviously I'm playing with my kryptonite synthesizer aromatic wavmidi making machine. Or is it yours? 000211 ... absoloot more of a heartbeat so silently like the midi but no it screams beneath the tissues and the red current so weakened by this kryptonite dark and haphazard like clear drops on quick sand 050127 ... Risen I spent hours today composing a sentence in my head. Trying to find a better word than "kryptonite". Trying to figure out what was going on. Knowing I can't figure it out alone, but also knowing that asking for help would in itself possibly be a problem. I had no idea what to do. I probably messed it up. But honesty and openness have always been my way, so I decided to ask. But damn it, I didn't want to have to. And I'm sorry. I'm not sure what's worse - someone deliberately using my kryptonite against me, or the fact that, after all this time, I find out that kryptonite still works on me. 220318 what's it to you? who go blather from