head_down_eyes_up
deb
i
sat
in
the
car
today
with
jen
just
driving
after
we
went
to
the
store
and
i
was
sitting
there
in
silence
but
not
that
quiet
peacfulness
that
i
usually
sit
in
-
instead
i
sat
in
pensive
silence
not
speaking
at
all
...
not
breathing
,
just
sitting
there
and
i
realized
i
was
sitting
with
my
head
down
and
my
eyes
up
the
world
looks
much
different
that
way
you
can
stare
at
your
frozen
fingers
in
your
lap
or
look
up
glaringly
at
the
black
road
or
over
at
other
cars
and
make
them
fidgit
because
they
think
you're
casting
some
spell
of
death
and
doom
upon
them
and
jennifer
sits
there
talking
talking
talking
about
how
her
fridge
is
empty
and
she
has
no
one
to
reaheat...
and
this
day
has
been
fucked
up
so
bad
i
just
want
to
throw
it
out
where's
the
trash
?
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