faltering
unhinged
doubt
big
painful
clenching
when
i
listen
to
my
heart
it
keeps
saying
'
maybe
we
shouldn't
do
this'
but
i
think
really
that
comes
from
him
and
us
and
all
that
we've
built
in
such
a
short
time
the
thought
of
going
back
to
my
lonely
little
life
in
a
brand
new
place
is
starting
to
cripple
me
where
did
all
my
bravery
go
?
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from