faltering
unhinged doubt
big painful clenching


when i listen to my heart
it keeps saying
'maybe we shouldn't do this'


but i think really
that comes from him and us
and all that we've built
in such a short time
the thought of going back to my lonely little life
in a brand new place
is starting to cripple me


where did all my bravery go?
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from