dysfunctional kingsuperspecial she says she's not ready. she says she doesn't know what she wants she captivates me she creates hope she opens up and draws me in she shows me hints of the possible she touches me with warmth she is inaccessable she is torture she tells me not to wait she is not the only girl on earth she might be worth the trouble she doesn't know what she's missing she never calls she has to be true to herself she is afraid of letting go she will lose me if she wants to she will have me if she wants to she cannot set the purity of my intent she is in control 010915 ... bijou she is worth it. i'm sure of it. 010916 ... brunderfishy i put the 'fun' in dysfunctional! 030722 ... phil My mother is dysfunctional. She does not work. She is a controlled reaction, not an experiment. She has been melted and poured into a mold. She is what she has gotten used to. She is striving without a goal, without a function, she is working and building and cutting away the slack, she is barreling down where there is no hill. She is practicing her fall, she is practicing her jump from the face, from the summit, from the base. She is building a tower in the valley. She is digging wells in the hills. She is combing away the dirt, to reveal more dirt. She has no function, she is an abscessed. 031211 ... Not the Daddy Not marinated enough. 040310 ... Lila Pause In all the colors of the rainbow. - It's only beautiful when you look at it through the lens of yet another french movie about endearing lunatics. ...When you walk through the shopping mall it all melts away like a dropped icecream cone on hot summer bitchumen. - Noone will ever love this brand of dysfunction. It's like the experimental new type of bubblegum that never took off and now clogs up the shelves; a discontinued line. 041020 ... from now on society 041020 what's it to you? who go blather from