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sillyelly why do you cause so much? i thought your promises were real. i thought you were real. i was mistaken. now this is all i have left. 990506
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stephen a scream, echoed in the darkness by a thousand voices.

...that's life.
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jordan a every day thing that everyone experiences that can come in any form it wants.....you can't hide from pain it will find you whereever you go.to some it is there happiness causing it or recieving it its all the same to them..........pain is a part of life 990709
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Nate Higgins My lover who comes in the shadows at night to keep me awake and aware poking old bruises peeling back new layers of skin and drinking my blood to get at the core of self awareness.
Know pain:
Understand pain:
Embrace pain:
and you will find pleasure.
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marjorie sitting in your little club, wallowing, you'll wonder why you are in so much pain. you'll try to figure it out while telling your story over and over and over... until, of course, someone comes along and tells you there's a cylindrical spike in your hand that probably is the cause of your problem. you'l glance at it, feign surprise, and then.... smile because you know you like it, and everyone needs a story. 991203
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blue dahlila~ "can you make me beautyful?"
"a whiping would be easyer"
for,
"the art of beauty is simply"
"vanity playing tricks on you~"
http://www.painandgreed.com/dahlila
beauty is pain greed thrives on vanity!
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deb There is a man who's walking down the street.
He has a trenchcoat and a large hat on
To cover up the marks of his defeat.
He'll hide his mangled face 'till you are gone.
Here comes a pretty woman down the walk:
Her dress is pretty, neat, and modest, still,
She tries to hide her pain so they won't gawk,
Though what she did was all against her will.
You see his scars and cringe at that poor man
And you see her but never ask what's wrong.
He chose to fight when he just should have ran
And she went by herself, not with the throng.
Some scars you see and some you just cannot,
But which scars are more painful? Give it thought."
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lion "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living...I want to know if you risk looking like a fool for love...
for your dreams for the adventure of being you..
It doesn't interest me to know what planets are square to your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the center of your sorrow...if you have been open to life's betrayals, or have become closed and shriveled from fear of further pain...I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it,or fix it...
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own...if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes..without ccautioning us to be careful, or remembering the limitations of being human...
it doesn't interest me to know if the story you're telling is true...
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can hear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy...
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have...
I want to know if you get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children...

It doesn't interest me to know who you are or how you came to be here...
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back...
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied...
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away..
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in empty moments."

-Oriah Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder
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quitter I can ignore pain but I dislike being hurt. The difference? physical pain is irrelevant, nerves leading to the brain, inconsequential. Mental pain is intirely different though, eventually pain of a wound will die down. If it's in our head it won't die until you die or it dies. Die, die, die...No pain there. If someone hurts me I'd like to return the favour. I know I shouldn't, and I probably couldn't anyway...But...Just wait... 000112
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kittenqueen what do you say mister 000114
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bane i didn't know real pain till i lost the pain you caused me. 000122
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Brad We're in america... you'd be hard pressed to really be hurting all that badly. Get over it. 000309
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Midnight Bliss my pain is caused by my pleasure. Godsmack-wonderful creatures.

but once you interpret the sentence, you realize that one's pain is caused by pleasure on occasion...love, for example...
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girl has become a very close friend of mine 000326
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some grrl damn, he cuts me wide open when he speaks. 000408
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amy won't kill you 000409
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typhoid and pleasure.. are the twins..
ive had years of pain. now is time for pleasure. beware.
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MollyGoLightly *pours iodine on all posters' wounds* Heal up,damn you. There's much to be done.... 000410
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Insolence A blinding pace,
The only melody that can rip you apart,
It carries the heart closer to bliss.

I'm only crying for joy.
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rabbit of the morning pain is necessary. without it we would not know how good pleasure can feel.
you know what i'm sayin?
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Free Pleasure and pain. Two sides of the same coin. We chase pleasure and pain fallows close behind. Always avoiding pain by seeking its oposite. 000415
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Christy I didn't realize it would hurt so much when you said goodbye. I didn't think I would cry myself to sleep. It never occurred to me that I might have been falling in love with you. It doesn't matter though. You still left and I still cry. The world goes on turning even if the sun's rays nolonger tug at my eyelids as they did before. 000425
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lloreren it's not the fact it exists that matters, it is the ache that it creates the havoc that it breaks and the dreams that it destroys. I cannot bear it again
to see the purple of its decent and the velvet suffocation as it chokes me,drowns me, over and over and over.
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lisa_is_bionic

Me and you baby
Still flush all the pain away
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Liquid Goblin sweet and biter, rotten feet.
It is the pain that tastes like meat.
and in the night I fear defeat,
for the lands I call my seat.

Carry down the molten ore
and toss it round for every more
Feel the burning, scorching sun
then scream out loud until your done
I'll cook your skin from off your face
Then slip away without a trace!

thank you, thank you

Copyright Anthony Fennell
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Silent Bob true pain...the pain that seethes within your heart, cramping your entire core, temples throbbing, gut wrenching...is when you have something that you love...except you dont really have it. its just out of reach. its there, but you dont have it. you see it, but cannot touch it. you touch it...but cannot taste it. you taste it...but you cant swallow it.
the true pain that hurts the most is when you know what you want but you can't have it because of something like distance.

see also:

longdistancerelationships
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gigaphairy ouch 000704
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SrM IM THE TYPE THAT GIVES PEOPLE PAIN ,I KNOW IT SUCKS THO 000718
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SrM yous want to know pain then i'll tell you pain.....i knew this old lady,and her old husband that lived with there granddaughter,her partents died a year ago from aids, the old man was having some problems with his helth and soon died ,so then it was them two, acouple years pasted and the old lady started feeling sick,so she went to the doctors,and he said she had a henrold, so she went for a operation and it all went well, the girl that was 17 had back problems and she knew she had a herneia for some time but it never healed, so some months pasted and the old lady was inching down there in that place she went back to the doctors and he said she had a very bad yestinfection,so he gave her pills to take that were very strong.they didn'thelp her,one morning she was making breakfast(pancakes) and fell over dead, the altopse report showed that she died from an o.d. from the pills,the doctor excamined her "yestinfection" again and found out that she didn't have one,what it was ,was her pudic hair was infested with lice and she had tocken those strong pills for nuthin, when her grandaughter found out she killed herself and they both where baried next to each other in a golden castit. 000718
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Reggie You told me you didn't want me. you toldme tonight was a goodnight to die. i asked you why. you said look at up at the stars. look how GODAMN ugly those stars are 000727
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somebody a subject i can speak with certainty about, both emotional and physical. the pleasure of pain is how good it feels when its gone...somehow all the pain is related, when you hurt in your heart, try getting punched in the gut or the face and watch how your emotional pain fades away as the physical pain surges and dwindles. somehow your left redeemed. light a match and stick it to your skin, that's pain that lasts...until you forget that you were hurting, and then you realize that pain is all in your head. emotional and physical pain is all in your head...and when you learn how to control it, the pain is gone...both physically and emotionally. and you are left with everything but pain: regret, dissapointment, resentment...but also the good things, love and friendship...and those are easier to focus on...pain is a teacher, the lesson is life and the classroom the world. what you can learn from pain will teach you how to live with or without it, and most importantly will teach you to stop focusing so much on yourself and your awareness of discomfort will slip away while your satisfaction of helping others, loving others and yourself will begin to grow. but as in many things, this is a lesson that everyone must learn on their own and at their own pace, never force someone, as you only increase the pain threshold, they have to learn at their pace, not yours. 000728
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genericderek it's amazing to me how much maudlin melodrama may be caused by something so intangible as pain. 000902
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water nymph now my happiness has left 001004
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velvet spasm ouch! 001127
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kel at least now i'm not twisting
this is pain straight up
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Barrett the constant gnawing in my stomach and rusty drill bits in my brain. 001127
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Barrett I just want something I can never have 001127
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Ariadne pain is what i feel when i realize that you love her just as much as i do, that i am not the only one you love, that at any moment i could lose you to her. and then i feel more pain still when i realize that that's what i deserve. the pain, the epiphany that she is all i will never be, and your heart is all i will never have. 001215
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syn Pain has two meanings in my dictionary of life.
Pain - The way he bit my neck just so... Showed me he loved me and that I would forever love him when he grabbed me by the back of my head and pulled my hair so tight the tears welled up... and then kissed me with the sweetest.. loving kiss. The way you scratched your nails down my body when I was about to cum.. becasue you knew I liked it.
Pain - He's not here anymore.
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b0 the pain
the fear
my g0d
the pain

s0metimes i w0nder
if it makes us str0nger
0r just hard
and impenetrable

it builds me up
then tears me d0wn
makes me str0ng
then watches as i cry

a puddle 0n the fl00r
a br0ken heart
beaten
abused

yes that was me
y0u stepped 0n