vain jennifer but I don't really want you to leave for I had seen so many visions of us growing old together. Or at least older. I still see it. I steal your cologne, but you don't care. I offer you food, but you never eat it. I can eat in front of you, which I can't do in front of anyone else, sans my cat. I can lay in your arms. No, I can't. Not anymore. Not since he took your bed. I was never welcome there. But still, I stand before this mirror, next to you, and I melt our faces into one, and it's not that hard, because we're pretty much the same. 000527 ... klarchen You're so vain, you probably think this blathe is about you. Don't you? Don't you? 000719 ... erin an ex (who shall remain nameless)called me vain while we were breaking up. i was so hurt by that, even though i knew he was far off. the barb was pretty obviously not aimed at the truth. he wanted me bleeding, so he went for the jugular. he also said, in a very acidic and calm voice, "you once said you've never been broken up with. now you know how it feels." i just cried in response. i was way beyond words at that point. how do i end up with people like that? whatever else that relationship served to do, it certainly was a refresher course in what i find intolerable in other people, and why. 000719 ... kelli crane you're so vain you probably think this blathe is about you 020113 ... TheMarryMeGirl if my boyfriend and i ever break up... he'll probably say the same to me about how nobody has ever split up with me before... then i'll know how it feels, and coming from him, i know it will hurt more than anything i've had to face, even though i've been through a lot. 030904 ... misstree me? maybe. so? 030904 ... kipper How do i look? . . . . . . Good? . . . . . Thought so.... 040401 ... somebody I see clowns in my coffee 040401 ... kay-tie and all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner, they'd be your partner. you gave away the things you loved, and one of them was me.... another was self-respect 040405 what's it to you? who go blather from