havoc Jamais Vu would you weep for the plantets if i showed you my hate? if i lifted my eyes would it still be too late? do you remember the havoc you used to create? you are my destroyer of dreams. 040621 ... oE i felt that..i saw it i felt it i heard your heart hollering...don't stop.. 040621 ... oE how could such a person inspire love? 040621 ... Risen Alanis Just when I thought I had handles on this I can soften my guard behind false confidence Just when I felt Humble pie insipid Exempt from this blind-side and firmly in its grip Cause I am seduced by reaction and under the influence I'm slipping again I'm up to old tricks off my wagon I have no defense I'm Wreaking havoc Wreaking havoc and consequence I get reduced by my own willfulness as I reach for my usual God replacements Cause I am rich with sanction and lax in my steps I'm slipping again I'm up to old tricks off my wagon I have no defense I'm Wreaking havoc Wreaking havoc and consequence If forgiveness is understanding Then I offer mea culpa for the millionth time From this tumbling house of cards of mine I am beaten by my impulsiveness By this uncanny foreshadowing of regret Cause I'm repulsed by restriction at least that's my excuse I'm slipping again I'm up to old tricks off my wagon I have no defense I'm Wreaking havoc Wreaking havoc and consequence I'm slipping again I'm up to old tricks off my wagon I have no defense I'm wreaking havoc Wreaking havoc and consequence 150308 what's it to you? who go blather from