hate drew hate and violence perpetrated upon others, in speech or in act, is a sign of one's own guilt, fear, and insecurity of self. 990402 ... daxle I used to hate I'd say "I hate." Now I'm just too tired to care that much 990426 ... ceorl both love and hate claim to be "pure" emotions, undiluted with fact or logic or even healthy self interest. the wisdom of succumbing to either is suspect. 990427 ... allie du hast mich 990501 ... Enygmatic I don't know whether or not I'm happy that I haven't had the chance to truly hate somebody yet. I haven't had the chance to love anything yet, either, though, I suppose... but it seems like it'd be really fun to be so pissed off at somebody that you'd think of ways every day to spite them. Hey... I'd have something to do. Then again, I suppose love is a much healthier way of having something to do. I don't know... either way, I'm just sick of the uneventfulness of childhood. 990602 ... jake enk. is real in sincerity. without sincerity, we love as much, which is just as easily lied about. 990603 ... steffen why? 990606 ... matt. You've taken over my mind. You've raped my thoughts with your image viruses then sold me fake cures for your own disease. Your words and pictures scream orders at me like angry prison wardens. When I cover my ears, your voices echo in my head. I hate you. When I see your billboards, your talk shows, your rock concerts and your factories, when I see the work of your twisted libidos, I want to kill you. I want to set fires, plant bombs, derail trains. I want to smash your buildings and tear at your bodies until the skin of my hands is worn to the bone. I am filled with a rage that burns my eyes. I don't want to feel this way. You have done this to me. These feelings are the fruits of your multi-billion dollar sowing. And I am not alone. There are others like me out here. Every suicide, every madman, every man and woman who gets a gun and just starts shooting -- these are your illegitimate children. They don't all know what they are doing. All they know is hate for the invisible walls which you have raised around them, hate for the narrow path you have tried to make them walk. And the innocent pay in blood for your negligence. Remember this: My mind is big. The more you try to push me down and make me small, the greater the pressure inside me becomes. The greater the pressure, the greater the chance of an explosion. There was once a time when I felt love, but now I feel only hate and anger, and fear at what I might do. And you can tell me to "BE HAPPY," but I know that you really mean "BE QUIET". Believe me, I want to be happy. You stand in my way. 990726 ... adam i used to have a skinhead girlfriend, but she beat me up all the time cuz i listened to snoop, and cuz my favorite band was the cure. i hate hate. 990731 ... h8r h8r.com i'm sorry, i had to do it. 990921 ... Morphean Hate is no fitting spine for a hero, or inspiration for an artist. 990930 ... Drennan I usually find it hard to hate anything. To hate, to despise someone or something. I find it difficult to hate most things, except racism, I truely hate people who hate others without reason (and Tories, I really, really hate Tories but that's probably because I'm Scottish). 991004 ... tex I hate me 991104 ... me? theology & practice of a contemporary religion 991110 ... . . 991116 ... elimeny is the same damn thing as love. and i mean that. if i hate you, then i love you. if i love you, then i hate you. there is no real difference. Both possess your mind and spirit. Both are the strongest emotions I feel. And I can slide from one right back to the other so quickly, they most just be different degrees of one another. So there. 991207 ... unrighteous1 Hate's like...Uh...The second strongest emotion. If I said 'I hate you' to someone, I'd mean it. As in, I'd want them dead, as in I'd want their foul stench rid from the world, cause hate is that strong. And if someone said 'I hate you' to me I'd be pissed/upset, as in very. But now the word hate has been used out of contexed just as much as the word love (the strongest emotion)has, I hear so many people say 'I love you' and 'I hate you' I can't help but wonder if they really mean MY definition of the word. I guess they mean their definitions of the word, but it's like everyone has the same idea except me. Am I weird? 991212 ... R.A.I.N. is what I feel for the higher class, for the sell outs, for the corporate leaders, for the ones who try to convince me to change my beliefs and ideals so i can be happy like them. I want to kill you all. I HATE YOU! It clouds my mind and eats at my stomach. I feel diseased, please don't give me a chance to act on my feelings. I don't want to cause trouble. I WANT YOU DEAD! I try not to be hated, i'm hated by the shiny people, the brand name people, the influenced peoples parents, I hate being judged, yet I judge their kind so readily. I'm not a fake and I fear for my own well being. I am just a malcontent youth. I will never make any difference in this world. The majority pushes me down. Each time they do it becomes harder for me to breathe. HATE ME FOR THE CLOTHES I WEAR! HATE ME FOR THE THINGS I SAY! HATE ME FOR THE THINGS I DON"T SAY! HATE ME FOR NOT KNOWING A BETTER WAY! YOUR WAY IS NOT A BETTER WAY! I HATE YOU TOO! And it leaves me unguarded and vulnerable. I feel too full of hate. 991215 ... jennifer my father is on the phone, and the poor girl on the other end has no idea how evil he is. He screams and doens't listen to what she says, and because she speaks in a slight Hispanic accent, he lectures her about how people in America should speak American. And he has the girl on speakerphone and I can hear everyword, and I realize how much I hate my father. 991221 ... mad madame mim burning with a desire that only you understand 991225 ... gaudior no longer let these chains bind you. faith. 000112 ... bane somewhere, someone said there are more people living now than have ever lived before. and for some reason, just about everyone believes it without asking who this person is. so why is it so hard to believe i hate cheese? 000124 ... spikey-ho you have no idea. 000124 ... PHONEY a bright light concealing the spitting darkness. 000127 ... kari who really hates but people who have too much energy to waste on something that just doesn't matter? apathy is much easier and more respectable. 000127 ... oodles "Let God deal with the things they do 'cause hate in your heart will consume you too." I used to think that I hated my stepfather, and I do still dislike him as much as one person can dislike another. But Kari's right--hating is a waste of energy, we should be putting energy into positive things. However, I don't think apathy is more respectable. 000128 ... meggie fate, gate, mate, state, late, estate, relate, masturbate... 000304 ... Shar is useless 000306 ... Brad I don't think you should hate anyone. Even when some random person decides that they hate me (it's happend twice in my life) for no reason, i still dont hate them. It's mental masturbation and it gets you nowhere... we're much better off without it. 000309 ... girl ive come to discover it is not a matter of like, dislike, and hate (love wasnt mentioned on purpose because it is a separate entity) it is all am matter of tolerance. how much can i tolerate a given person. aside frome the one person i love i dont care about people enough to wory about liking dislikeing or hating them. 000327 ... Free Hate is a sure sign of insecurity. A dark, destructive, egotistical emotion. It seems to me that Hate and self pity go hand and hand. 000408 ... Tal fucked up fuel inside my soul knawing, chewing and eating it whole 000430 ... lisa_is_bionic "You don't /have/ the capacity to hate everyone, Lisa. It's too hard." 000526 ... BIRDMAD MORTIS VIVAT NIHIL i want to hate you but i can't i try but it only makes this empty aching of desire burn more fiercely inside. 000526 ... WoNDERGIRL I never really hated you. I only loathed what you were. Somewhere deep inside my self-satisfaction, I wished it wasn't so hard. 000528 ... Zoe i think that hate is the most powerful emotion, even more powerful than love. hate can destroy love and does often. love hardley ever destroys hate. even though i've always said i don't hate people, i only dislike them, i know that that is a lie. i do hate. i just don't say anything about it. everyone hates everyone else, and yet everyone hates to be hated. 000716 ... the bisexual apathetic psychopathic bitchwhore (em people... people who i hate whom i love are interchangable. they are all the same. i love them and hate them equally. as i walk down the stairs with them, proclaiming my love, i wish to through them down those very same carpeted stairs... my tears are not for them. they are for me. i pity myself to depths i knew not existed. i hate myself for my pity and that which causes my pity. but i never pity my self-hatred. pulling at my souls equal forces neither can pull apart my heart and so i stay in battle with myself a battle between life and death of another and of myself because i regard myself as a stranger i am not alone because i am with myself. i am alone because i am the only one here. all of me is my companion, i'm so lonely. i dont want people i dont want pity i just want to hurt and let that be known i am the bisexual apathetic psychopathic bitchwhore now get over it. 000812 ... u2zoo is such a strong word, perhaps one should say something else. 000823 ... oshekono hate to wait for fate. its usually late, without a date, and can't relate to my state. 000920 ... unhinged "don't say hate. you can't mean that. it's such a strong word." what's the point of being water-colored blue when you can be tempera paint blue? or red or yellow or green? i mean what i say. i was raised in hate and i try to escape it but there are certain things that can beget nothing but hate. all of you that say you don't hate are liarss. we all hate rainy days when it rains for days on end and it gives you a cold...we all hate intolerance (or at least we all should)...fuck it 001203 ... chanaka i hate myself when i am jealous. i know that no one can replace me. i know that we talk about her, and they don't talk about me, because they don't ever talk anymore. but i burn. thousands of tiny teeth eating away my skin, gnawing my bones into green-tinged dust. i hate that i am so unsure of my effects on other people that i must resort to an emotion so horrible as jealousy in order to ensure my place in someone's heart, even if that place is only a little corner. most of all, i hate uncertainty. isn't hate such a strong word? a word that is overused, sadly. but it is the only one that describes the intensity of my emotions. so i must use it. 001203 ... JACKIE THE REASON I HATE YOU SO MUCH IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU:( 001228 ... JACKIE I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU LIE TO ME YOU LIE TO ME SOOOOO MUCH IT HURTS CANT YOU SEE I JUST WISH I COULD ERASE MY LOVE FOR YOU AND JUST HATE YOU BUT I CANT I WANT TO HATE YOU BUT INSTEAD I JUST END UP LOVING YOU MORE