teen phil I smelt victory and tasted defeat. Boredom drove me, confusion destroyed me. Loathing was born, drugs and cigarettes. Homework. Bitterness seed was planted. And now. My best memories, of things I did, by my choice. Lead me to hate you mother. Explanations are still in the mail. Is what I realize...true? About how things went down. What I should have done? I knew I should have never stopped, being crazy, like a zebra on a stick of gum. When I was, a teen. 020301 ... yummyC me 020302 what's it to you? who go blather from