harbor Photophobe harbour 020418 ... endless desire And when the stench of this death is suffocating And the pain growing in the middle is unbearable And turning to you is growing more and more lethal That’s when it comes time to stop This madness that I've been using as a harbor For my boat. It’s traveled the rockiest of waters And places I dare not wish to speak And I thought this would be a safe harbor To fix the holes and mend the leaks. But oh, how wrong I was For when I sought peace I found turmoil and a darkness I became far too Accustomed to loving and needing Searching to find. Kind to the mind I only longed to shine and for you to be proud And for me to love myself. Just once to love myself. But now I realize how the harbor brought me down. And how it robbed me of so much I treasured. When I trusted, as one often does To harbors that appear so calm and safe And "fitting" to your boat, it came as a thief Disguised as a stronghold it could never be. The hint is that I stepped back, just for second. I saw my boat from the perspective of the stars. They informed me of the sinking fate I had awaiting. Now I wish to turn back to where I traveled from Even the rockiest of seas is better than a dock built by lies And while my anchor is heavy And, there is no one to row its oars Since my faithful crew has long since gone overboard, Enduring is not a word new to a sailor’s vocabulary Peace never forms in complacency Hope is never conjured in denial But the breeze I need to fill my sails Blows from love, and nowhere else. And though, where love Comes from remains a mystery, it still exists Bringing forth the desired peace, hope And even a faithful new harbor In which to rest my boat. 030526 ... wax tadpole let's mine it 030527 ... endless desire mine it? 030527 ... Department of Homeland Clusterf--kery let's mine the harbor 030527 ... endless desire oooh sounds good. yeah, mine away. 030531 ... Dafremen This was really touching. Reminds me of the valley in i_freefall_me . 030623 ... endless desire and then i wonder what happened to those days 030913 ... god harbor lights, satellites glow 041017 ... HidingOnTheWall the harbor makes me smile. 051004 what's it to you? who go blather from