alone charley Feeling alone surprisingly attracts more loneliness. See: Endless loop. 980907 ... emma a position in which i frequently am. not that i should complain; it is after all i who puts herself in these positions.... aw, fuckit, I can't continue this thought; my grammar is too bad. i need some damn sleep. 980920 ... blind sometimes, i miss being alone. 980921 ... kathryn Is a nice choice sometimes. But only sometimes, and only as a choice. 981013 ... [marissa] the candle flame extinguished. and that solitary lick of smoke, twirling up to the stars. tp Big DiPpEr...CasSeiOPia...OriON; alone and twisting, an undulating rope of sand that stretches. up above and onward, in solitude and isolation. again. where the air breathes instant death.. 981023 ... rae alone is not empty. alone is not loneliness. it is a point in time when you are more surrounded by your furniture than your friends. 981024 ... emma i like furniture. furniture can't beat you up or wear you down. y'know, unless you let it. 981027 ... thenestor You know what's alone? Repetition is alone. At least, last time I checked it was alone. But it's not anymore. I just gave it a friend. You see, if no pages on the site point to a certain other page, then that page is alone. It isn't linked from anywhere. The only way you'll see it is if it links to somnething else, and you follow the "from" link back to it. Dammit, this is too confusing. 981121 ... paul j. why so glum, little alone. why the downcast visage? alas, i see, little alone. is it because people look upon you as something borne from the throes of depression or sadness...think not like that, little alone. you've been cursed by connotation...but little alone, you have many virtues. there are a great many benefits to be had in you. the solace of quiet, of peace...when i am with you, alone, i have clarity of vision. other than that, you can be a real bastard. 990206 ... demi monde wherever you go...there you are. 990301 ... velouria the way man is born, complete, and end in himself. 990302 ... dican i feel alone if no one would help me when i'm in times of troubles 990307 ... allie a good thing when you want to be, bad when you have to be 990502 ... sillyelly you thought i was what you wanted. you decided i was what you needed. suddenly you changed your mind. how could you be so cruel? i thought you cared. how could i be so wrong? you weren't there when i needed you most. i have come to understand that without you i will become stronger. i will become the person i once was, before i was suffocated by you. 990505 ... daxle walking by the giant purple flower bushes I stopped mentally and realized after weeks and weeks of doing this that I was alone and decided I didn't care 990512 ... emsie alone by choice is the only good kind of alone. alone by default just sucks. when your best friend leaves you alone to be with her boyfriend REALLY sucks. it makes me so sad, in fact. 990620 ... Joana I am alone... Help me. 990715 ... neil login is alone... that makes me sad, thats lonely too... It shouldn't be alone, its a lovely word... I'll make it a friend, there its got a friend now, but now its friend is alone... thats even more sad 990812 ... Jim We are never REALLY alone, are we? 990813 ... pink is there anybody OUT THERE?!? 990828 ... megan me once but not anymore 990905 ... quill zero waiting for one or minus one 990907 ... Felix I like beeing alone sometimes. It's time I can use for thinking about anything. 991018 ... Alexander Beetle Whoever stands alone, falls alone. 991120 ... Lyndsay A state I reside in all too often. But can't let anyone help me out of. 991212 ... spikey-ho is what everyone is when their false pretentions are stripped away from them... 991214 ... jennifer sitting in a small, quiet room, I hear the muted din of far off voices, calling me to places unknown 991220 ... jennifer the biggest fear I have is being alone when I'm old 000102 ... drella i love being alone. it is dangerous for me to be alone because i can hear all my thoughts. it is the time when i am happiest because i feel authentic- my thoughts aren't contaminated by others but it is also the time i feel the saddest-the most despondant because my thoughts aren't happy ones. 000110 ... flipper A million nameless faces...But I'm still alone if I'm not wih you 000119 ... amy aloneness deep truth (three_words) 000122 ... girl yes, very. 000326 ... Charlotte_S I'm surrounded by people and yet alone I feel empty, tired and nothing seems to be worth living for... This is as deep loneliness can feel... No one's there... to understand... 000505 ... jennifer 000507 ... Sexxy Jessy sheer exahaustion breaks through my mind twirling in the colors of the bright twist me and take all of me in alone alone i stand dancing tapping to the music in my mind trance striking through me empailing me on the drugs ive taken alone alone alone I dance twisting twirling to the music in my mind 000523 ... lisa_is_bionic I'm never alone. I'm alone all the time. 000526 ... forlorad tired of knowing this is how it will be. 000625 ... psycho insomniac How often I've cried out in silent toungue to be saved from myself In the middle of the nght too afaid to move Horrified the answer may be beyond the capibility of my own two hands, so small (no one should feel this alone) 000829 ... gaudior there are times i feel like there's nobody there to walk beside me or listen and heal my pain or care for me for who i am and not just as a means to an end an object rather than a subject but then i think of those who value me as a person as a being of worth as a child of God and although i am by myself i'm not alone anymore 000917 ... Joana. From childhood's hour I have not been As others were — I have not seen As others saw — I could not bring My passions from a common spring — From the same source I have not taken My sorrow — I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone — And all I lov'd — I lov'd alone — Then — in my childhood — in the dawn Of a most stormy life — was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still — From the torrent, or the fountain — From the red cliff of the mountain — From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold — From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by — From the thunder, and the storm — And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view — {Edgar Allan Poe - 1829} 000919 ... Jon That's how U, I, We all feel, Sometimes. But don't. I'm here, I'll allways be here 4 u. you are never alone if you let god into your life. He is with you, I, we. He is the light and the life of this world. You are not alone. 001005 ... SadProfessor Alone into the depths of nothingness out of darkness I feel the pain Standing alone in a crowd shouting for you but you do not hear my silent cries I'm drowing in my sadness I'm your tear, for my tears are for you Good (People) walk on by 001108 ... SCOTT WHERE ARE THE WORDS? 001108 ... m i feel even with people surrounding me. they cant hear my thoughts. they dont know me. 001111 ... Syd Why do I feel this way? Why should I grab this Mourning, so deep deep inside of me, torturing me, tearing me apart, breaking my consciousness, trying to wake up every morning just without nothing to do, nothing else watching TV twelve hours a day, every kind of story that could erase my story, just for an hour, just for ten minutes, just to make me think that maybe there are other persons, out there, like me. Other people who could feel the way I do; other souls torn and burning of sadness like mine. Other persons, like me, who feel to be alone. In a consensual Loneliness. 001111 ... unique butterfly i'm scared. i don't want to be alone again. it's too hard. i like spending time by myself. that's different. i don't want to be alone. i that place. it'll kill me if i'm not careful. literally. i hate this. 001115 ... if life is pain; bring on the pain shaking like a dog shitting razorblades, waking up next to nothing, after dreaming of you and me, i'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved. 001119 ... guitar_freak in a corner surrounded by a life Not existing in it I am alone in my own rite 001119 ... Una My alone is the torture of being in long term relationship with someone I'm madly in love with who no longer feels the same way and all I get from him is indifference. 001217 ... ares sounds familiar. i think that's what i am right now. alone and lonely... 001227 ... rolynd Alone-arent we always alone? in.. and by ourselves. we think others.. or things fill this void. But rarely do. When all there is.. is to listen.. to myself, thoughts truly unveil their depths. No distractions.... no noise... just me. Time to pay attention... 010103 ... lizard you don't understand, little one. this is all there is: chasing ribbons, dodging bullets. 010116 ... deb i woke up this morning (if you call 11:30 morning) to the sound of persistant knocking on my front door- at first i wanted to roll over and ignore it, bury my face in the pillow and think about how i hate being me right now- and then a picture flashed in my mind: you, smiling, tired, but here. and i got up and ran to the door but it was only jenni- and she was only here for her rings she forgot- i cried when i crawled back in not caring that i worked at 12... because there is a hole eating its way out of my belly, creating such a gap in my soul~ and it would only take your smile to fill it~ 010116 ... Bell R here i live by myself. in my mind. 010116 ... Bell R no way to live at all. finding no meaning. looking for a way out. an end. END! 010116 ... hoodrat alone is something that i have felt most of my life. always been a little bit different. haven't yet decided if it was the hearing loss that started things. my parents swear that when i was a child i didn't hear a word they said. was i not hearing, or not listening. i was always off in my dream world. i remember sitting in kindergarten during rest time and flying my imaginary plane through the sky. does hearing loss cause this? does a muted world cause someone to invent an alternate reality? anyways, the hearing loss isn't a problem now. people tend to grow out of things. unfortunately the feeling of being alone still lingers. the strange part is that i don't mind. sometimes it feels comforting. 010119 ... squirrel You're not alone hoodrat. Carry on.... 010119 ... Aimee Alone. That's the way it is. "Sorry I gotta go" "Sorry I gotta meet someone" but it all boils down to the fact that people are leaving, and not returning. So I sit here, alone. Looking at the navy blue background, wishing someone, anyone will talk to