yummychuckle I think I am rather narcissistic, to tell the truth.
well ok, not narcissistic. I hate myself, but I'm also obsessed with myself.
whats a good word for that?
Sam Vaknin Characterized by these traits:

An all-pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behaviour), need for admiration or adulation and lack of empathy, usually beginning by early adulthood and present in various contexts. Five (or more) of the following criteria must be met:

Feels grandiose and self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents to the point of lying, demands to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)

Is obsessed with fantasies of unlimited success, fame, fearsome power or omnipotence, unequalled brilliance (the cerebral narcissist), bodily beauty or sexual performance (the somatic narcissist), or ideal, everlasting, all-conquering love or passion

Firmaly convinced that he or she is unique and, being special, can only be understood by, should only be treated by, or associate with, other special or unique, or high-status people (or institutions)

Requires excessive admiration, adulation, attention and affirmation - or, failing that, wishes to be feared and to be notorious (narcissistic supply)

Feels entitled. Expects unreasonable or special and favourable priority treatment. Demands automatic and full compliance with his or her expectations

Is "interpersonally exploitative", i.e., uses others to achieve his or her own ends

Devoid of empathy. Is unable or unwilling to identify with or acknowledge the feelings and needs of others

Constantly envious of others or believes that they feel the same about him or her

Arrogant, haughty behaviours or attitudes coupled with rage when frustrated, contradicted, or confronted

Some of the language in the criteria above is based on or summarized from:

American Psychiatric Association. (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders, fourth edition (DSM IV). Washington, DC: American Psychiatric Association.

The text in italics is based on:

Sam Vaknin. (2001). Malignant Self Love - Narcissism Revisited, second, revised, printing. Prague and Skopje: Narcissus Publication.
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Sintina Is it bad to look in the mirror constantly finding faults that you tell yourself aren't really there because you know you're beautiful, but what about this or that, or this?

And if you know you're beautiful despite everything that you think others think about you as you stare at yourself in the mirror searching for all the faults you know they always find with merely a trifle glance your way... does that make you narcissistic?

It makes you something.
splinken i love myself and so


sure the butterflies.
and fish in fishtanks.
they stare at their reflection.
that's why i keep mine in an aluminum bowl.
sabbie narcissis and echo
both pined away with love
for narcissis
karl the weed i think i might be mildly narcissistic. 030905
Forming Mind I understand me. I search to be understood. This is love.

The curves of my lips I adore in pictures. the way my shoulders form in bone and punctured beauty. My single entity that binds what I long for.
a thimble in time The fellow kept a mirror in his wallet to ensure that it was him who was really taking the money. 041212
oneiros my world had turned to crap and you insisted we talk about your latest fling

you always somehow managed to talk down; you played down my personness, my attractiveness, my sex

and you thought i was doing the same to you when i called you a whore, just because you knew i wasn't one

you stopped seeing me a long time ago and i'm lucky to have left when i did
Idio I am my own desire, my own love. No one else can touch or abide in me. Water flows from my mouth over and over on to the mirror. you are my echo. i hear myself calling me. 060930
z o: i like that. 060930
no reason he told me he was narcissistic but i didn't notice it so much, or it didn't bother me
but i think narcissistic isn't necessarily the same as self_involved
unhinged my he is definitely devoid of empathy

and i'm so full of empathy my bleeding_heart is always on my goddamn sleeve

he always ends up hurting me
what's it to you?
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