drugs
psycho insomniac a thick mask
a way to escape
a way to sleep
a way to stay awake
a way to fool a friend
a way to take advantage of one
a way to lose one
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thnks coffee, tobacco (off and on)
the maid in the satyricon
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energy Drugs have made my life a stranger journey. Not necesarily worse, but not better. I wonder how different I would be if I never smoked it, dropped it on my tongue, swallowed it down? Through them I've aquired knowledge and expieriences of good and evil things. I've lost a certain innocence while at the same time I've gained a different perspective on reality. They have proved to me that reality is truly a construct of the mind, and this, I have found, is a key to life. 000907
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birdmad the fruit of the tree of knowledge
at the center of thne garden

and she passed me the bong and the lighter with much the same expression on her face that i imagine eve wore when handing the apple to adam
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splinken you don't need drugs to realize that reality is subjective.

i thought that was already pretty apparent.
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SaMaNtHa obviously it's not my time to die, or the drugs would have helped me go 000909
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JBauer "Now I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do. And if you don't believe me, go home and take all your records and cds and tapes and BURN EM. Because the muscisans that made all that great music that has enhanced your lives, RRRRRrrrrrrrreal fucking high on drugs"

"It's not a war on drugs out there people, it's a war on personal freedoms, keep that in mind at all times"

-Bill Hicks

A way to escape, and if you haven't had marajuiana mandarin orange tea, them you had better try it.
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moonshine close conceiving a false spirtuality 010109
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Monk3 attractively repulsive
disgustingly pure
beneath overcompensation
shockingly uninteresting
deceptively revealing
purposefully chaotic
unknown familiars
superficially entheogenic
spiritually psychedelic
hallucinogenic reality
respectfully rude
normally amazing
frighteningly reassuring
quarantined escape
psychotically logical
vividly average
inspiring disappointment
confidently fearful
righteously blasphemous
softly deafening
living deterioration
USELESSLY NECESSARY
UNIVERSALLY SUBJECTIVE
BECOMING BEING
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cheeze i have no war on drugs

but i do not do them

but i hate no one that does them

i like to see people happy

no matter how they do it
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demitria monde thraam Drugs get entirely too bad a rap. They can break lives into nothingness or end them, yes. But some of them produce astonishingly beautiful moments. They can also save lives - I've seen them save countless minds from abject despair every single day. Like fire, water, oxygen, electricity, automobiles, cutlery, and so much else, drugs are powerful things, which can help us or hurt us depending on how we choose to use them. And yes, some people DO need them to be happy - not every person has a brain that's configured for sufficient happiness parameters to sustain life. Being anti-drug is not a health thing - the illegality of drugs has nothing to do with keeping people healthier and everything to do with money, like most things political and governmental in nature. If it was all about health, you'd hear people clamoring to have "extreme sports" made illegal - some of those are stupid thrills that kill too...but why is one thrill okay and another one not okay? 010317
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retartedkidnameddamian proceed with caution 010325
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MexPanther A way to expand the mind, and view life from a different perspective 010325
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retartedkidnameddamian poo.

i know this kid named alex who does drugs. he is scary and mexican.
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Markavelli Why do people say drug experiences are fake? Sure they are induced by a pill, but they actually happen, so doesn't that make them real enough?

I look back at silly things ive done while sober and wonder why I did them, but they were real none the less? Drug experiences, similarly, may be caused by a pill or a plant, but they are just as real as anything else!
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Markavelli Extacy is the best one 010327
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sonia Markavelli , i have to agree with you there, when i am rollin, i feel it in me... put it in me!!! 010411
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unhinged sorry adam. i like them too much to quit. nicotine, codiene, muscle relaxers, alcohol, marijuana....it's all good. thanks anyways though. 010411
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oh pee um i have this habit
anything i will try it
sometimes more than once
because it may be an aquired taste
any pill
any powder
i will ingest or snort by the hour
speed makes me giggle
cocaine numbs my teeth
morphine makes me forget my pain
and all my bad dreams fly away
just recently
i smoked a rock of crack
i thought that i would find
a euphoia unknown
or a door of illumination
as the smoke that i inhaled
passed the limit of my conciousness
i saw my own body beneath me
and sailed out of the window
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as "i don't like the drugs but the drugs like me" -marylin manson
i'd say thats true but i still love the drugs
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me i love you 010422
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User24 i go into the kitchen and I pour a cup of coffee

Only half dressed and its getting really late

My eyes keep on closing but i gotta keep on typing
I realise then that my one true addiction
Is flying all around in a Co-Ax cable
It's smaller than an atom and its bigger than the moon
Filling up my room with a greyish light
At night is the only time i get my fix and i need it but then the next day is worse and then worse so i gotta get more its the only thing that stops the frenzy calms the nerves and makes me happy and i could stop it all with a flick of a switch but i dont want it cuz i LIKE my addiction and thats what they'll never understand i'm not mad or dependent even though i know that i need it i LIKE IT you hear? So dont stop it or subdue the effects cuz when i think about it I be the first to be hardwired in through my brain and still they call me insane when it seems so clear that the only way forward is through my drug and so many people are addicted that it might just be bigger the cocaine but the best part about it is the fact that you choose to go in and ome out when you want there's just people like me who never wanna come out of the net.

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Like it?
it ain't a true representation of me yet but it could be...
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kardinal are always misunderstood until you have tried them yourself. you hear the pot head say how he'll never touch heroin. do you even know what it'll do? "no" you hear the girl near drunk saying how she'll never do coke...ever tried it? "no" the guy smoking pot tried heroin and hasn't done anything other than heroin since. the young girl who always went out drinking stays home by herself and snorts coke to feed her addiction. finding the understanding for drugs will change your life. trying to quit is like erasing something from your mind. 010524
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DEAr abbey Hey, kids.
A bit of advice for ya.
Go ahead, take your drugs and have a good time.
Just remember, you don't actually have to take those voices in your head too seriously.
Don't reach for the secret too soon.
I wouldn't be telling you if I didn't care.
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Dafremen Come to me...my precious..
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DAEr abbey Oh, and I would pass on the LSD.
If you don't like where the trip has taken you, can you recall who it was that promised you a return flight?
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DEAr abbey Hop in my sleigh my dear Dafremen, it's alright.
May I interest you in any Turkish Delight?
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Dafremen C.S. Lewis rocks.
Turkish Delight? You bet, all brown and sticky and smokable!!
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snow_angel Empty sometimes...deserve to get high. Losing all that I know to one little pill. I wish i was real, I wish i was more to the world than just another washed out party kyd. But I trip and I fall, and you arent there to lift me up..but they are. And even if it only lasts a moment the feeling is real. For a moment I feel. And i escape from all the shit im drowning in and i can see it all and the true colors inside of everyone. i wish it would last forever, but if it takes me all of life to find the perfect high, I think id rather spend that tyme, instead of feeling empty for another second. 010525
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mushroomman i don't need the drugs to get high, the places they took me to, i can return on my own, since i know the path
but it's nice to do it again, enjoy it while you can, someday my body may die, but i will live on another plane that i have visited many times over. take flight into the realms of the unordinary, and you leave a piece behind, and you take another with you.
you change, yet remain the same, how is this possible you ask, I cannot explain.
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nemo drugs..... what can i say that hasnt been said? if only i felt i could go on and be just as happy without them. even when i didnt do them i knew i eventually would because i cant find whatever the fuck i'm looking for anywhere else so i might as well fuck with my mind while i'm looking. i dont look for answers in drugs, dont read that wrong. i dont look for anything except for..... well nothing. they dont make me happy they dont make me sad they dont change my thinking but they sure are fun..... 010605
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nemo drugs..... what can i say that hasnt been said? if only i felt i could go on and be just as happy without them. even when i didnt do them i knew i eventually would because i cant find whatever the fuck i'm looking for anywhere else so i might as well fuck with my mind while i'm looking. i dont look for answers in drugs, dont read that wrong. i dont look for anything except for..... well nothing. they dont make me happy they dont make me sad they dont change my thinking but they sure are fun..... 010605
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nemo i entered that twice, the computer was being weird. i didnt mean to 010605
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U24 oh well 010609
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U24 Oh well... 010609
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fanta No thanks. I prefer to remain in control of my life rather than giving that control over to a chemical that has no ability to judge what is best for me. Drugs are powerful, and can easily lead people to make decisions they would otherwise not make. They get cuaght up in a whirlwind, and soon find themselves ending up somewhere they never expected to be. Who ever sets out thinking they want to develop an addiction? And how many people does it happen to? Thanks, but no thanks. That won't be me -- I'll be making choices about where I end up. A bit of artificial "feel-good" isn't worth it for me. 010623
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kingsuperspecial the have changed my life,
for better and for worse,
over and over.

I almost didn't finish college
because of them.

my medicine keeps me
from peeling my skin off.

I've nearly died for one reason or another while doing things on them

now I just drink, and usually I'm pretty well behaved. these days I stay away from the other stuff, mostly because I got tired of never knowing where the fuck my car keys were.
(a)
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black-dyed gel product are for children 010624
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blue_ash acid.dreams.and.mushroom.summers... i want to be alone 010714
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Casey I have never taken them. Mainly because the opportunity has never arisen for me to try them 010714
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click can make it all better.
detach you from what challenges you
and allow you to forget what's important.
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