ketamine tarin a roar like tsunami, coming from all directions, as it closes in on the eye of the beholder. shiva's third eye opens. no boundaries.. never were any. 000509 ... amorfus sounds empty... is it just a bigger and better robitussin? 000509 ... tarin small amounts of it are comparable to robo, yes fear or clinging prevents emptiness. otherwise, empty. full of empty. no more, no less. 000509 ... stevabaga down dripping yo soy rio I am flowing red blood I am river that is everything sea of ketamine sea of womb 030220 ... stevabaga see my plume 030220 ... stevabaga visited it once again I did returned to where I was and am yes a roar yes it's hard to believe when my ego wakes it returns to old habits once again reality is so hard to realize and even though I was shown it I have trouble honestly believing what I've seen with my own eyes my mind can disguise as unreal imagined dreamed but there is no time we're just here something about the way our minds think creates time I think so when I turn off my mind I'm slow again things aren't so rushed anymore I see there is infinite time to make decisions to right and steady my position not just like anything that's ever been but just like robo you are robo we are robitussin and the walls and the desk and I'm sure I sound like a deluded mess I know one thing though it offers either the most profound insight on how the world works and tells you exactly what people describe as heaven or it causes the most intense delusion imaginable I will never know 030418 ... saz something you should know better of 030512 ... stevabaga terue seu eu own luver ea dicole entumble ble befo owe o number bur reed encole entumble nuble ble ble s'hay sae eu oar liver resz cude tablaba o skeedoan an aisle o reul eu euf el elf 031219 ... . . 111025 what's it to you? who go blather from