medicine egolove Hate hand open, swinging, searing reality affronts shameless denial falling proud wanting not for scrutiny or apology.Fleeting light decays cold now dark, sad worth un-tendered. Hands turn up nothing open grasp certainty flounders on regret’s cold sea.In a pallor of death and sadness, strong medicine burns where sickness runs deep. 010304 ... egolove shut up and take it, you sissy 010612 ... marjorie once on little house on the prairie they were trying to raise money to buy the minister a new bible and laura and mary sold these medicines hehe. and they dressed up like poor little children and tried to solicit customers whilst covered in dirt and.... they lost the money that had been entrusted to them. they had to tell the minister and he was oooh so thankful for his new bible case (the medicine box) uhm.. yeah. heh 010825 ... imaskitzo made to heal 040323 ... XMalice keeps me calm, but not calm enough. it's like theirs a breaking point where it just stops working and the pressure is on me just as hard. there's nothing more horrible than having depend on a pill to keep you from fucking losing it. 060801 what's it to you? who go blather from