deafening unhinged my sadness is like an ocean in my head in my heart in my ears like waves crashing ( in_the_wake_of_lamentable_tides ) everything else seems far away grey like whispers somehow i always end up on the bottom of the list 100218 ... unhinged even though we are ' just_friends ' now everytime i hear you talk about meeting a girl part of me gets insane with jealousy the silence in my life now that you are gone 100701 what's it to you? who go blather from