crank Splinken he calls here, later than late. 3 a.m., 4 a.m., 5 a.m. someone is going to tulsa to help him. 000622 ... Splinken well, i was wrong. there is no help for him. everything everyone says is a lie. the wailing is getting on my fucking nerves. 000623 ... grendel shoulders were frequently dislocated by the old crank starters on early twentieth century model cars a useless but true fact 000623 ... The Schleiffen Man i have heard the calls that splinken speaks of and i do pity her.... poor childe 000626 ... guitar_freak i need some sort of drug to sort out my thoughts. by forcing me to take drugs tests society presses me to harder drugs that stay in your system for a lot less time. weed helped me to concentrate and play music and draw. now of course this whole crank shit makes me wonder. 010413 ... snow_angel dont induce me with your lies i dont want to feel your highs. you ruined me and all ive known but through the weeks my need has grown. Chris was stupid to be with you and i was with him...im stupid too. when i forget how good it feels then i'll know my joy is real. 011002 ... Effingham Fish Turn the lever, start the car. 011204 ... nemo the cause of being awake countless nights in a row 011204 ... minnesota_chris Today there was a new guy leader in our liberal church. He said that he wanted to teach us, and have us teach him as well. This is what liberal teacher-types say. I will teach you, and in return, you will teach me. In the olden days, a teacher / pastor / leader would never say he was going to learn from us. He would just preside, and maybe he would be affected by us, maybe not. Now, the liberal leaders rule us, and all the while say that they are learning from us, that we are affecting them. I think the best type of leader makes no promises about learning from us, but ends up being changed through the process. And the worst kind is the one who says they will learn from the flock, but neither learns nor really has any intention of learning. That's just manipulation. 040104 ... minnesota_chris sorry, I meant that under leaders 040104 ... unhinged 'it is only a matter of time before a cokehead turns into a crackhead. vegas crack, youngstown crack, it doesn't matter. he's going to be a crackhead soon if he doesn't stop.' and you stopped. and you started again. i couldn't bare to see you after the crystal_meth . i couldn't leave you alone like that. looking_back_i_should_have_ran_away . i should have known that you would never change. we_never_change . and i saw the movie spun and i almost threw up because i knew that was your life in vegas. a crackhead. you said it yourself. 'it's only a matter of time.' you are a cokehead again. it's only a matter of time. 040104 what's it to you? who go blather from