melatonin
hsg brings me to deepest dreams. ironed five karmic years last night.

sometimes i awake wanting only to be a better person. in that i find peace.
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In_Bloom Makes me ill
I'm am stuck with my accelerating thoughts until exhaustion releases my body
I can smile in lucidity
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Soma little capsules under my tongue
dissolving into my bloodstream
they taste like orange
and sleep is surely as sweet
until the night-things,
the dark-fights,
all the things that evade the nightlight -creep into my brain
pausing, i put the bottle away
no sleep, no terrors, for me tonight
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unhinged i still wake up
i still oversleep


maybe i just need more
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hello it's no good waking up, stay asleep. 100920
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snook Doesn't work anymore. 100920
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unhinged (on the bottle i have it says you are only supposed to take it for three weeks in a row; don't know why but maybe you should stop taking it if it's not working) 100920
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snook Indeed, been using it off and on for a while. When it stops working it's more like it has the exact opposite effect of what it should. 100920
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h|s|g from bookage i've read, higher doses are used for its antioxidant props VS low doseage for sleep. 100921
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h|s|g the deepest you can go
REM ember
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unhinged i must be deprived again 110309
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