melatonin
hsg
brings
me
to
deepest
dreams
. ironed
five
karmic
years
last
night
.
sometimes
i
awake
wanting
only
to
be
a
better
person
.
in
that
i
find
peace
.
081111
...
In_Bloom
Makes
me
ill
I'm
am
stuck
with
my
accelerating
thoughts
until
exhaustion
releases
my
body
I
can
smile
in
lucidity
081111
...
Soma
little
capsules
under
my
tongue
dissolving
into
my
bloodstream
they
taste
like
orange
and
sleep
is
surely
as
sweet
until
the
night
-things,
the
dark
-fights,
all
the
things
that
evade
the
nightlight -
creep
into
my
brain
pausing,
i
put
the
bottle
away
no
sleep
,
no
terrors
,
for
me
tonight
100920
...
unhinged
i
still
wake
up
i
still
oversleep
maybe
i
just
need
more
100920
...
hello
it's
no
good
waking
up
,
stay
asleep
.
100920
...
snook
Doesn't
work
anymore
.
100920
...
unhinged
(
on
the
bottle
i
have
it
says
you
are
only
supposed
to
take
it
for
three
weeks
in
a
row
;
don't
know
why
but
maybe
you
should
stop
taking
it
if
it's
not
working
)
100920
...
snook
Indeed
,
been
using
it
off
and
on
for
a
while
.
When
it
stops
working
it's
more
like
it
has
the
exact
opposite
effect
of
what
it
should
.
100920
...
h|s|g
from
bookage
i've
read
,
higher
doses
are
used
for
its
antioxidant props
VS
low
doseage
for
sleep
.
100921
...
h|s|g
the
deepest
you
can
go
REM
ember
110309
...
unhinged
i
must
be
deprived
again
110309
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from