psychotic
rollins A man tore out his eyes in a fit of rage. Mailed them to a country he'd never been to. Wanted to see something different. 001211
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Original Nuttah Emancipation from Reality.
Possible for anyone.
You have immense power, and are capable of so much, but because being psychotic is seen as undesirable, the only 'help' you are going to get is the taking away of your freedom, and being forced to accept someone else's way as correct. Who's to say your way is wrong?
It is to unify and fragment at the same time.
Infinite dimensions, its up to you to find them.
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just a tripped out mama from outer space
to a degree, i am...

deranged, unbalanced, distraught and distracted
screwy, loony, bonkers
a real yo-yo
a goof, a nutcase
a total_whack_job

...it's really not so bad

i am often, and easily, amused

i highly recommomend
questioning_your_reality
when you get a chance
go ahead, mess_around with it a bit
play, have some fun

try not to lose_touch all together, now
we want you to come back
and tell us about your experience
remember, wear your seatbelt
keep your hands inside at all times
and enjoy your ride on the crazy train!
030722
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often and easily amused recommomend? recoMMOmend??!?
WTF, me.
030722
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marjorie Thanksgiving dinner with the family. 050426
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SERIOUS I had upstairs downstairs experience before echoed sounds, all sorts of weird stuff.

It must happen when you feel disturbed with the world, disconnected, stressed and confused.

Being afraid increases it, and the more it grows the more people treat you like a separation to reality, which increases it even more.

Distress, anxiety, sorrow, pain - all created from fighting amounst ourselves.


Its not so nice but to be honest i believe it is the outside world which creates pshycosis and maybe the more sensitive people are prone to it.

It wouldn't happen if this world was a better place to live in.

I WILL NOT LIVE AMOUNGST THE WOLVES - IT IS TOO DARK AND TOO SCARY.

tell me i am not "psychotic", are we living in the same reality?
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