silence


	silence
shaheen	do you like silence? what do you think about when all you can do is just think?	990208
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eve	silence swimming fire dimming cling climb through curtains of silence	991025
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richyl	the deep thinking of a brainless person trying to think of what to do in a situation where no action is possible	991026
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Colleen	wouldn't it be wonderful if peace and silence were conventional?	991111
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troy	"..is Golden"; - it really is! In the City, it is expensive; -attainable only by those with the means to create an artificial environment capable of delivering it to them.. -those who can afford to live in "Splendid Isolation", whenever they retreat from the World into their self-styled womb of peace and quiet, without fear of any disturbance, no matter how long they stay secluded.	991211
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andrea	silence creates a vibe that stays within those who have tried it on for size found that it fit and locked it up inside	991220
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gaudior	deafens beyond compare. unnerving, discomforting... "is he a man or a block of ice?" she wondered.	000115
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fyngula	it was had to know because of the silence, because of the speaking, and anytime it was in his direction his heart leaped because that could mean that the answer was nothing, not a thing was known. but as he wondered, he had that feeling of a sinking heart, like he was being pulled in a direction he didn't want to go and his feet were slipping, even though he was trying to stop it.	000124
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sean	your head rested on the pillow beside mine you are at rest me? satiated with happiness lying... in silence flash of light crash flash of life silence now... a photo rested on the pillow beside mine you are at rest me? wallowing in depression longing... for lack of silence to quiet... my... my thoughts	000126
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semipseudofemmes	in the darkness, silence outwardly prevails. inside of everything, motion of meandering thoughts creates noise at an unfathomable volume.	000127
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VCell	silence, like confusion like a pallbearer wandering in the snow walking in circles around graves of folks he never knew searching, for nothing like dream homes in magazines no signs of life can be found footprints near the doorstep have been swept away like cold shivers on the vertabrae of my sexuality the non-existent gray sky tracing its cloudy hands down the definition of my thighs like a view of the ocean in the frothy green air residue of a lover in these empty arms singing hymns to the ocean confusion drifts away with the silence	000212
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camille	.	000212
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calliope	silence is not having to listen to pitiful analogies but somehow you can't shut out all that crap in your head	000229
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SomeoneElse	I do not believe that silence in it's entirity exists. I had once thought that to be speechless was silent and so I spent a day as such. I noticed how much conversation was had even though my tongue was rested from it's weary travels... In listening to the sounds outside my window I conversed. In talking to myself, (a favourite of one such as I), communication was voiced. My celluar decay and regenation created a noise audible, but just not to I. But I found silence that day in the absence of a lover. That distinct and private communication exists not for I. And I found silence in those who's spirits had died. They rejoiced not in the exchange of life and self. I found silence in those that lie. That fundamental of human respect denied and avenues closed. Silence, I thought, was a partial thing. Never wholey established, never completely lacking.	000501
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Philifledermaus	a beautiful thing, although still not as beautiful as the organic hum of a city, heard from the top of a distant hill, in abstraction, far removed.	000506
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Tiffa	Silence! The child still breathes. See how his eyes flutter. Stay my hand, or Death.	000521
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josie	this eerie tonicity, consuming, devouring my thought with a screaming tongue. An unanticipated aggresion of paranoias, fears, hopes, joys, but mostly sorrows, and paranoias, mostly. but why am i questioning my sanity? am i deranged? i know I'm not becuase i think I'm not but believing I'm not makes me insane! The silence prevents me from stillness in my mind. The tranquility turns to a blare of dittys for my reflections to sing to. The silence has disallowed my mind to attune with any reasons of content. I wish the silence never came. Like a child exposed to memories scarring infinitely, silence has questioned my reality, & has thought burned into all of my reason.	000607
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sannyasi	.	000609
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sannyasi	oops that's already been done, I didn't read before posting...	000609
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enon	shhh, heidi, shhh.	000627
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Q-Dogg	is all there is behind the noise of our mind. Silence is the peace you find when your water becomes clear. It is at the begining And the end It Exists outside of time While we are trapped within Silence is a pathway to greater understanding	000707
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Tank	doesn't exist in it's entirity.	000707
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stan	The most deafening roar that ever befriended be,...or was it the quiet before the storm? I wished for spring and the sound of crickets, locusts, and rabbits knawing on berries and the ever fresh rejuvinator...of spring. But this silence too,...will pass.	000804
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mathias	. . . . . . . . . . never enough too much noise crashing about, incessant invader of the peace of consciousness, a swarm of sound pressure levels and modulate frequencies. "buzz buzz" as hamlet said, the world falls away to a deafening buzz as it bathes you in its relentless tide (there's no rest for the wicked, my dear). no, never enough silence	000830
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camille	..	000902
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tourist	SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... ah!	001103
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Barrett	WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!	001103
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SCOTT	trailing silence w/in sound i dream of waking screaming into my phantom silence-why won't it stop?!? where has that gentle snow fallen-silently longing and begging my dreams for silence-and PEACE	001108
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chanaka	silence and silence and silence and silence.... these are a few of my favorite things	001108
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camille	...	001112
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camille	inhale exhale..	001112
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Milkman Dan	is golden also corrupted and rusts away what it touches bites and tears silence is destructive and inescapable drowning and poetry sucks	001120
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circe	i will not sit in it any longer.	001208
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me	... is the best word that I've ever found. I can say it all in one breath	001217
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Rhin	like glass.	001217
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somebody	we used to cuddle it was so weird the way he never went too far two days ago i took him to a house i had to babysit. i collected the mail. fed the cat. he was wandering around. changed the cat litter. watered the christmas tree. we wandered up the stairs and wandered into the bedroom. i looked through the books to see if they had any interesting ones but they were all boring mysteries. he sat on the bed and looked bored. slowly and slowly i appeared in his arms, until i was and all those little intricate steps to getting there were whirring in my mind as i tried really hard to shut my conscience and its annoying shrieks of you stupid fool you are nothing and cannot be here he deserves so much more i saw a swiss army knife lying on the bedside table and to distract it i opened the blades and toothpick and little serrated saw things. i grabbed his hand and he didn't flinch, at least not until later when i got bold and drew the littlest blade across the part of his hand, the part under the thumb, that cushion-y part. i drew a cross and realized too late it would clot. i drew another one on his right hand and looked at what i had done, his sharp breath still whistling. he held it up and i started sucking on those tiny ribbon cuts and tasting the blood, metallic and wondering what the hell i was doing. he pulled down my shirt to kiss my neck and for the first time was insistent and would not stop. cuddles now have a deeper and stronger quiet. i don't know what to do. i am so afraid of him, he is my world and he cannot be my lover.	010102
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p.	i need it to think, i need it to sleep. it is nothing, yet can be all-consuimg. visual silence is a white void, so bright that it blinds you, yet so empty there is infinite room for thought and creativity. it binds all, yet is broken so easily...	010227
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rudhaen	it is a blanket to put me to sleep when the world turns its back on my ignorance	010228
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Little Hawk	All the words you've ever imagined...condensed into a few moments of reflection. The inadequacies of language. The intricacies of thought.	010228
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harbinger	silence is a noise so great you cannot hear it ~	010307
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abms	i hate silence. it makes me very uncomfortable. makes me think and remember. memories arent always good	010330
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ear parcel	i havea multitude of thoughts to espress and an arsenal of noises to share them with and yet this silence sews its silken threads through my lips and stifles any attempt at communication	010503
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Casey	I hate silence. I need to know that I am not alone. Even if it is just the music of Alkaline Trio, Counting Crows, or anything I like, then I'll be fine. I can't even go to sleep in silence. I always need a soft tune playing in my ear. But this pisses my parents off a lot because I play the sterio so lound. And i don't like headphones.	010503
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daylitedreamer	..and we sit and revel in the silence, when words have lost their value and songs are meaningless, and all there is left to do is sit in silence	010506
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daylitedreamer	the silence in me is screaming	010506
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mandin6o star	what does silence look like? silence looks dark silence looks unhappy and feels like pain silence is something that is hidden protected for a reason a reason that only silence can explain silence is being afraid silence is being insecure silence is ignorance silence looks like a black endless hole a black endless hole that only looks back at you silence is your best friend and your worst enemy silence is a scary thing that's why no one really knows what it looks like no one wants to face the silence silence is death	010526
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((opiate_womb))	the musical thoughts of the beautiful... a way to escape the world to listen to know to feel in complete harmony	010627
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Dis	God, the silences are tough. The whole long distance thing is tough in general, man. I guess that's some sort of commentary on my own sense of self-worth, the way I can't have a productive relationship with someone unless they're in my immediate vicinity and I can have constant reassurance that they aren't cheating or losing interest in me. That's not love, man, that's lockdown.	010627
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Glennaieve	the golden light that bathes his face, the slow stroke of his fingers down my back, the sigh that whispers over my lips, the aching desire of two mouths becoming one...the peace that comes from a simple touch, the love that beats within the souls of two slowly becoming one...	011009
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translucent	why the fuck am i so quiet? i so wanted to say something, comfort you. but i just cant. fuck.	011013
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ilovepatsajak	it's annoying when you're with someone and they try to break it, just leave it alone man!	011013
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ilovepatsajak	oh and also when you're in a movie theater and there is always someone who has to laugh or make a stupid comment during that silence between previews. then you feel embarrassed for them, but really, they should know better.	011013
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Kat	the temple of our purest thoughts is silence. -unknown	011108
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Frozen	When welcomed Silence is one of the most