falter sphinxradio at least you still think i'm cute when i don't know what to do. 011219 ... she i always falter. i always fail. 011219 ... unhinged i tripped on my scars my bones raw i don't know what to say i don't know how to take it just like you said i find apathy creeping in and i don't know if i can have a sometime friend anymore i can't expend myself to your blackhole anymore i can't love you like this anymore when i could mean shit to you so i'm faltering on this edge waiting to wonder if i should sever these ties sick of my open wounds bleeding congealing on my insides i don't want you inside anymore 011219 ... ClairE If I let myself stop I lose who I am. 011220 ... denial And do you feel scared - I do But I wont stop and falter And if we threw it all away Things can only get better 060728 what's it to you? who go blather from