ecstasy charley yellow, yellow, yellow... 980906 ... walt stumbling towards it? 980906 ... amy something that makes people exclaim it's all one! we're all one! don't you get it? 980913 ... emma it's a drug, but it can also be acheived without drugs. i've been known to do it once or twice. 981026 ... ang is that warm fuzzy feeling deep inside. it's there somewhere. i promise. 981026 ... pixie i admit that i am an E junkie! 990617 ... emsie I did E once and fell in love with it. It was a really strange high, but made me feel amazing. Ecstasy is something that is achievable without drugs tho. it's total happiness. the best feeling in the pit of your stomach. it's hard to achieve, and once you do, you sometimes don't even realise how great it is... 990630 ... josh is a little pill I will probably try for the first time this weekend. Acid was last weekend and it was too fun. Mustn't go too far down this road, though. 990701 ... Rob Frank the drug that destroyed her forever. How can i compare to a pill? If emotion can be simulated with a pill, what is the point of emotion? I hate it with a passion. I won't give in. I won't compromise. It makes me sick. fuck you all. 991122 ... lauren i need to stop i really do but its the best thing that ever happened to me I NEED HELP but its my problem and ill have to deal with it alone advice don't do it 991215 ... eric ecstasy: our native state. our birthright. we long to return to our origin. 000104 ... jay gordon come - come - i'll take you there - DAMMIT - i can't believe i just said that 000104 ... brandon MDMH is a wonderful thing. Let that seratonin flow..................... 000123 ... kari i think i deserve it because i can't climax during sex. so instead of fucking and getting nowhere and feeling frustrated, i eat e and climax for about 5 solid hours. 000127 ... Will A lifechanger. An eye opener to what life could (and should) be like but isn't. I could be hit by a bus tomorrow, any of us could, but I know I wont because I'll probably be in a club somewhere on a few mitsubishis continuing to have the time of my life. http://www.mp3.com/cellular 000220 ... power through passion A pill is the easy way out, it is the payoff without the long hard road. But the road itself is what makes the ecstasy worth it. And I promise you all, the pill is like using a stepladder to reach heaven. You may feel a little closer, but that is it. A little closer. Only when the mind and soul have been vigorously prepared over many years can real ecstasy be attained. But our magic pill society has killed the attainment of real highs. It offers shortcuts for a shortcut world. It offers an easy way for a world of children who cannot do better. Is it wrong to deny a child happiness? It is worse to deny them a chance at maturity. Some say death is an ecstasy, a release from the suffering of life. But that should be a thing of peace and beauty, not of violent struggle modified by the tentacles of a thousand pills. Somehow, Mozart knew it. Faure knew it. Durufle knew it. Is it any wonder that the French call an orgasm "the little death"? 000220 ... valis odd how the name for one of our pinnacle emotions is now linked for all time to a pill that gives, for some, the same effect. i'm taking this to the next logical step. who wants some "god" (tm)? it's just popcorn kernels, really, but there's always kids willing to bite the hype with all their back teeth ... 000220 ... ac the drug: a brain opener to pathways of feeling good...the smiles are prolonged and genuine. if one can get to heaven by going through life kissing people on the cheek, a quiet-ish night on e will count for more than a few kisses. in my opinion, the lack of focus makes enlightenment impossible while on the drug, but love...yes yes. 000220 ... amy i want to talk to you at the partE. i want to say happy birthday and know you better... deal? 000313 ... a "sage, my fingers and toes are starting to tingle?" "that is why they call it ecstacy." "oh ." 000313 ... emily ...what a totally crazy fun thing... 000522 ... MollyGoLightly A friend of mine paid fifty bucks for some aspirin tablets with the "A"s scraped off. Heh. 000522 ... lisa_is_bionic Oh, for the love of God, I need it, what sustains my existence, what I'm on now, and what pulls me out of the mundane mediocrity that I'm swimming amidst..No one consulted me on life, now let me escape it, let my body relax and tip, let my eyes glaze over, and make me love everyone that I would otherwise hate. My chosen state of being, chemically induced, serotonin hampering, dopamine restricting, make me happy like no other, and I promise to make it up next time I live. MDMA are the letters I live and die for, and I fall to my knees and pray that I will not cry tomorrow, with my E's, and my ease, and I do one more. 000524 ... Brad but is it really living? personally, i need something more concrete, something that actually means something. I prefer to create it for myself, rather than relying on some chemical to create it for me. I count that as a testament to my character, that I can rely on my intellect, talent, imagination, creativity and ambition to transcend the mediocrity we sometimes seem to be assigned by fate. It's much more satisfying in the end, and you don't suffer lows. And you're not destroying your brain... that's just a nice little side effect. In my opinion, drugs are stupid, plain and simple. 000525 ... mimo one small pill opens the gate to heaven to me, as i float on another dimension, it consumes me with a powerful euphoric feeling. It is so uplifting, you feel that is how life should be. The warm fuzzy feeling, and the love and passion that hid itself away, flow freely when on a high. I have never looked back after my first pill, I only look forward, I know it is a roulette with life I play, but who would say no to that pill containing happiness. You are onw with yourself, you are one with the music and the beat. I want to stop, I know the dangers, but to choose...... X.T.C is exactly that....ecstasy 000607 ... Brad Uh... yeah. It also kills your brain. Get a clue. 000607 ... Grendel "i'll heal your wounds I'll set you free like jesus christ on ecstasy" 000608 ... merrimill now available in pill form and now look for epiphany-coming soon! 000828 ... moonshine I ve tried. once twice, thrice. I thought it was amazing at first. A feeling that was unattainable completely sober. A feeling that was simply unbeatable. I could dance for hours better then I ever danced before...Then I couldn't dance unless I was intoxicated. I realized the stupid unreversible things I was doing. I looked around to the people with the false smiles, the friendliness that lasted as long as the pill did & then everything quickly faded away. Watching the drug and the drugs control those around me. Watching the drama unfold. Watching people survive on the meth, the e, acid, ghb, K,coke, even herione... More and more each time. No they werent addicts the had variety in there intake..yeah right.The overdoses, the depression, the arrests. Things like that, and you'll change your ways before you drown. 000828 ... stephen in movement. 001029 ... lovers lament in his arms. ecstasy, free from harm. ecstasy, let me be. don't let the shadows get to me. 001121 ... butterflies it's a funny thing and I love it! the only thing is I am starting to always want it and that's not good. So if you do it be prepared to always want it. But otherwise. rolls your butt off 001126 ... Brown MY skin is so comfortable and the darkness resting on the walls makes everything.....very nice. Some things help us see things that we take for granted, there may be a price but the brain is more powerful than any drug 001130 ... Chris Only at that moment do I accept that I exist - never do I understand why I exist. Hopefully I will know when I die. Hopefully when I die I won't be. I never meant to harm anyone. 001201 ... john from michigan but lost in L.A. The only drug that I do anymore. fuck shooting heroin, fuck snorting coke and screw pot. Ecstasy,MDMA,rools,beans,e,x,adam pr whatever you call it is a great thing but don't get mentally hooked then you end up like 1/2 of the party kids out there. 001228 ... Er am i dreamin 010118 ... G_wiz13 mmmmmm.... the best drug ever especially if your gonna have sex. 010118 ... kitten on drugs sex is definitely great on e, but it's always better when you're simply in love...don't let the drug fool you. 010125 ... Stephen So, what's the scoop on this stuff? Personally, I'm more into the regular kind of ecstacy, well, maybe not "regular" at least in the sense that sometimes we kinda, go ... a little way out there on the intensity scale ..., but then I'm getting kinda personal here aren't I? But really what's wrong with talking sex? I mean if you can't talk about THAT, then hey, I might as well go back to AOL Hell! 010127 ... peyton Surrender to me your dreams and fears.. And I will create for you an ecstasy you were afraid to dream of.. 010127 ... coral fumbling 010131 ... starlette a mormon girl in the dorms had a headache, so she took some of her roommate's "aspirin"... ...she ended up in the hospital getting her stomach pumped. her roommate was out $50. 010209 ... zentist being conscious about ourselves, being beware of neurotransmitters, why not engaging? it's the logical progression of humanity a vicious circle use it or abuse it 010213 ... xtc it is a perfect little pill it calms me, makes me hyper it spins me around fast and then slow, it makes it helps me to love him more be careful with it though cuz now all i do is look to the weekend hoping and wishing 010221 ... xtc it is a perfect little pill it calms me, makes me hyper it spins me around fast and then slow,it helps me to love him more be careful with it though cuz now all i do is look to the weekend hoping and wishing 010221 ... peyton and it's popular because people are too weak to deal with reality anymore 010222 ... Dafremen all of the drugs I have done were to make me feel better. But however I've felt at any one time, is NOT how I want to feel anymore. So I do some shit, it doesn't matter what, X, Weed, Cid, Coke, Crystal you name it, and then I feel different, but still not like I want to feel, so I do something else, whatever, and then I feel different but I don't feel like I want to feel, so I do something else and I feel different, but I don't feel like I want to feel so I do something else..and one day I'm gunna have a heart attack or a stroke and it'll be different, but I won't feel like I want to feel... 010222 ... Dafremen I think maybe I want to be stupid. You know, not a blithering idiot, but just a normal everyday joe, without all of these thoughts and facts and opinions floating around in my head. I want to watch TV and not KNOW what's gunna happen next. I want to look at football and not think, damn<