discarded andrew sometimes I feel so worthless sometimes I feel discarded I wish that I was good enough then I'd know that I am not alone 031205 ... Death of a Rose picked up by the any passing wind that will take me to some dark, watery hole, where i wait to disintegrate back into the earth. 040324 ... x yep, that would be me 040324 ... uow tossed aside 040826 ... direwolf ...thrown away, no one more to answer to, freedom at last. 041007 ... dunk one ear torn off, fur matted and smelly. out the window, onto the curb. watching people pass day on day. no one will take me away.. who wants an old flop eared soft toy anyway? 041007 ... discarded, cast aside, you couldn't even have the decency to throw me away. barely noted with disdain, and from then on, ignored. i exist no longer for you, except perhaps as a buzzing fly early in the morning... not really thought of, not even important enough to get rid of. tossed like an old crumpled paper, fluttering down the road, with everyone else running over it as they rush on with their lives. totally unnotable. oh, well. perhaps at least i'm something. 041007 ... love & hate is what you have done to me... 041008 ... ishutan Spend me, I am coin in your pocket. Your secret, kept just below the surface. Sell me, I am needless merchandise, clogging the shelves, wasting valuable retail space. A discarded doll, always dreary, dull and useless. If I am late, you won't wait up... you'll attend your many precious gardens of thought, and if I happen upon you you'll act as though you were waiting. 070613 ... gleaming beam guess what ! i had this cool dream, so vivid, i had a rainbow in my pocket ! and i gave it to someone as a gift, i pulled it out of my pocket, it lit up, i didn't even have to wrap it up, it was such a cool, real dream. 070613 ... Doom and still. ravaged, but incomplete. sitting under a stack of paper, waiting for the discordant door to close. it doesn't help that an unburnt match is stares at the empty phone. it never helps with unburnt wishes. this is who I am. burntandscarred 100428 ... Doom and still. ravaged, but incomplete. sitting under a stack of paper, waiting for the discordant door to close. it doesn't help that an unburnt match is stares at the empty phone. it never helps with unburnt wishes. this is who I am. burntandscarred 100428 ... Doom and still. ravaged, but incomplete. sitting under a stack of paper, waiting for the discordant door to close. it doesn't help that an unburnt match is stares at the empty phone. it never helps with unburnt wishes. this is who I am. burntandscarred 100428 ... hsg demons 100428 what's it to you? who go blather from